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Sunday, 10 December 2017

Why John 6 is so big? It is the beginning of Creation 2.0

It’s impossible to overstate the importance of John 6.
I didn’t hear a single message on it in the charismatic church.... not until Bill JOHNSON in Maidenhead about 6 years ago which was on a YouTube.
Think how far Jesus and the disciples were by this time. Jesus had established himself as a worker of miracles. But for Jesus unlike Benny Hinn or Morris Cerullo and pretty much every well known ministry in the last 50 years, though called of God....
Where they end, Jesus is just getting going.

Sales is all about a big splash.... something to get your attention....a loss leader.... something to get  you in the store
But if you pile a healed body on top of Genesis 3 “inner seeing “ you are still SICK with the devils own DISEASE....
Self for self
If you pile deliverance from demons on top of your existing house built upon Genesis 3 sand dunes.... though clean and tidy for a minute or so.... all the demons are going to advertise on Airbnb to bring more friends in.
The you that you think you are....
Is fundamentally phoney.
Only eating Christ is going to sort it all out.
Eating Christ individually.....
But hey, with the disciples Jesus brought in a new machine....
A new quick alternative to root and ground you in the new creation resurrected Christ....
It’s called thirdlevel church. A whole people who walk in light and say so....
As it says in Ephesians 4
speaking the truth in love.
So NO..... First and secondlevel churches are not this. At best you only have one pastor and elders walking in Light.
We were of the generation of the NEW Thing. While our church structure was still Catholic having one presiding Pastor, which is totally unbiblical....
Nevertheless while this was still standing the Spirit was developing a whole new infrastructure underneath....
Our name for it was Casa Biblica ...a revelation of Ed Miller Jorge Pradas Ian McCulloch and way over in China.... Watchman Nee. ( see his biography)
Sam Fife was less exclusive....
He took in people of all ages not just young people and they were called End Time Farms..... ( who remembers the apocalyptic Vietnam , nuclear, oil crisis era???)
You have to see by the Spirit that whatever they were called.... it doesn’t matter... they could have been called Purple Sprouting Igloos of faith....
What they all were , were the Holy Spirit in each nation area re establishing a church that was moving beyond JOHN 6..... all while the Old superstructure of Barnum Showmen and Catholic Big Pastors from heaven still existed.
Just like us in our raw states, the disciples went on to rub off against each other in ministry, but Jesus Himself, by His Word was there to inject the new way of seeing and believing in all the roughage. But only because in JOHN 6 they said an inward yes in the face of the popular drag away from Jesus. There was only them left!!!!
So that was a very definite internal decision.
Do you start to see how important John 6 was? Perhaps as important as Acts 2 for the three thousand.
Right here, on the hills outside town, the true church was founding itself. You could see nothing outwardly.
Nothing at all.
But this was the definite internal decision to EAT CHRIST

But hey, with the disciples Jesus brought in a new machine....
A new quick alternative to root and ground you in the new creation resurrected Christ....

So we should all pick one leader then?
Nope. Nope. Nope.
Jesus started where the Jews were.
In the outer courts of Gods purposes.
In those days they had rabbis.
They called Jesus their Rabbi.
As a Rabbi Jesus snuck into mankind with what looked outwardly as teaching.
But really that was a disguise.
This was GOD speaking creation 2.0 into being.
Creation 1.0 began in Genesis when God the Father said Let there be Light.
If you like,
(And Jesus said phrases like
“ should you choose to accept it”
Because he too was in Mission Impossible....!!!!!)
But should you choose to accept it
All of the Old Testament including the blips and aberrations .... but viewed on a giant scale..... everything was about establishing in mankind an outer courts knowing of God.
Faith comes by hearing
And hearing comes by the Word of God
So the whole first section up until Jesus was about establishing “ hearing in a people “....
So that at least some would be ready to take the Kingdom onto a new level....
The holy place and holiest place....
Cue Jesus....
Speaking Creation 2.0 into being.
Creation 2.0 needs a holy place to establish itself and then , those rooted and grounded in Christ ,
Like the single man Jesus when he was with us.... now many moving and functioning out of the holiest place....
Establish the new thirdlevel church.
Understand , when you are in manufacturing, there is the form....
Into which the material is poured,
Then you have cloned items.
Don’t expect everybody to be a thirdleveller yet.... but instead of at present.... demand churches of several thirdlevellers like in Acts. It may, like Jesus take a few years of transition, but I am telling you out of real testimony that the new Creation 2.0 machine works. I was part of the Emsworth prototype. Daniel Yordy was part of the Sam Fife prototype. Both he and I have been attending the Holy Spirits finishing school where brothers like Jack Fortenberry have been filling us in on the fact that
Having one pastor is Catholic
The Bible doesn’t say this anywhere.
It is quite clear the minimum was always two.
Jesus sent out a minimum of two but in Acts 2 it was 12.
So the point of the church it says in Revelation 12 is that it is never a final fixed product of everybody mature simultaneously......
no it is ever a corporate Woman bringing forth a Man Child in the Throne Room....
These mad things are only possible in Creation 2.0.
In Creation 1.0 you had one teacher teaching many.
In Creation 2.0 everybody is born again and by the Spirit 1 Corinthians 12 says everybody can be an apt contributor from out of their New Eternal Now reality of the
“ powers of the age to come”
And if that wasn’t brilliant enough, there are those who have gone on ahead on earth to be rooted and grounded in Jesus Christ.
Now in the gospels this took 3 1/2 years, but in a fully functioning Revelation 12/ Ephesians 4 model the jury is still out.
Catholics don’t obey Ephesians 4 at all. Not in the slightest bit. Their congregations are not born again, nor baptised in the Spirit and one man does everything, and what he does is dubious anyway.
I can tell you from personal experience of the overshadowing of the Spirit in these places—-
In communities such as Graham Pulkingham and the Fisherfolk
Mother Basilea Schlink and the female and separate male communities in Darmstadt
From Casa Biblica in Emsworth
From both my friends in Colden Common ( Sam Fife Community) and Daniel Yordy
That if people are willing in the day of His power....see psalm 11 it’s looking like Jesus can even beat his record of producing thirdlevellers in three and a half years....
But I should warn you as Jesus did the Sons of Thunder..... it’s IF YOU CAN GO THROUGH THAT BAPTISM....and how fast.
That there is such a baptism....
That there is eternally a Woman in heaven bringing forth a ManChild is NOT IN QUESTION....
Like JOHN 6
Are you personally up for it????

Thursday, 7 December 2017

The Christian: Why I left the Mormon Church to follow Jesus (article by Lynn K Wilder)

One article was written by a Christian, the other, not reprinted here, by a Mormon.
Original Debate here

Lynn K Wilder served in the Mormon Temple and as an LDS professor in Utah. She explains what convinced her to leave.

During my 30 years as a Mormon, I sincerely believed that mystical ‘spiritual experiences’ aligned me with my heavenly Father, Jesus and the Holy Ghost (I believed in three separate gods, but no Trinity) in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (LDS).

When a patriarch laid his hands on my head to give me a blessing, complete with Jewish lineage, I felt something like electricity course through my body. I was frequently overcome with emotion serving as an ordinance worker in the Chicago Temple or as a professor at the Church’s leading education institute, Brigham Young University. I bore testimony that Joseph Smith restored ‘the only true and living Church’.

I believed in three separate gods, 
but no Trinity

Sincerely, I trusted feelings that flowed from these experiences, not aware that they might be counterfeit; rooted in what the Bible calls ‘another Jesus’ who teaches ‘another gospel’. Today, I neither trust feelings alone nor the sought-after visitations of spirits in the temple as fitting measures to test truth. One must also engage the brain and read the Bible.

While he was a Mormon missionary, our third son, Micah, read the Bible several times, eventually challenging his Mormon family to do the same. Like cold water in my face, I was stunned to find profound doctrinal conflicts between the Bible and the LDS scriptures.

As a Mormon, I believed the Bible was missing precious truths revealed in our own faith, but I wanted to look at it for myself to decide. As soon as I read it, I recognised obvious doctrinal conflicts, and I reasoned: ‘If they teach different terms of salvation, they can’t be the same Jesus.’

When a patriarch laid his hands on my head to give me a blessing,
 complete with Jewish lineage,
 I felt something like electricity course through my body.
The Bible clearly teaches that salvation is a free gift. One crosses from death to life instantly upon believing in the one who paid for my sins on the cross. There was no waiting until the end of my life to see if I had done enough. No Mormon temple works – whose signs, tokens and handshakes are actually Masonic – are required for eternal life.

Jesus himself said: ‘One greater than the temple is here’ (Matthew 12:6, ASV). Which Jesus was I to believe?

The Mormon Jesus and the biblical Jesus teach a different nature of Christ and, at the very crux of Christianity, they teach different ways to salvation. Even LDS prophet Gordon B Hinckley said: ‘The traditional Christ of whom they speak is not the Christ of whom I speak.’

 Mormons believe that they can be baptised on behalf of dead relatives in order to bring them to salvation
According to LDS teaching, the Mormon Jesus was born as the first spirit child of a probable heavenly mother and heavenly father. This Jesus is a created being. He was not a god initially but earned his way to deity over time. The second spirit child was Lucifer. Both brothers presented their plans to the Council of the Gods for the future salvation of those on earth. Jesus’ plan was accepted, while Lucifer took a third of the host of heaven and was cast down. Then came the rest of us. Men might one day earn godhood. Women bear spirit children throughout the eternities as queens and priestesses to their husbands.

None of this matches the biblical account, where Jesus is God and Lucifer is a fallen angel. Indeed, the greatest lie Satan fed us in the garden was that we could be ‘like God’, yet this is what Mormons believe.

There was no waiting until the end of my life to see if I had done enough. 
No Mormon temple works – whose signs, tokens and handshakes are actually Masonic – are required for eternal life.

There are other important ways in which Mormon teaching does not match biblical teaching on Christ’s atonement, but most significantly the Mormon Jesus teaches that membership in the LDS Church is required for eternal life. According to the Bible, his Church is a body of believers. No organisation can save.

So, has the Mormon Church rescinded its most pernicious doctrines? Not really. According to LDS scripture, polygamy is an eternal principle and dark skin is a curse. Although many do not know or accept these teachings, they are still presented in their scriptures, in official Church manuals and in the sacred temple. The official Church website portrays these books of Mormon scripture as ‘pure truth’ and ‘utterly reliable’.

Women bear spirit children throughout the eternities as queens and priestesses to their husbands.

Although polygamy is no longer practised physically in this life, if a first wife to whom a man is ‘sealed’ (in marriage for this life and the next in the temple) dies and he is sealed to a second, he expects to be married to both women in the hereafter.

In 1978, LDS prophet Spencer W Kimball reported a revelation from God. Blacks could hold the priesthood. All who were worthy could now enter the temple, be sealed as families in the next life and receive eternal life with the Father. The admission that all (males) are equal in God’s sight mirrors Bible teaching; however, the teaching that dark skin is a curse still exists in 26 Mormon scriptures. Was Joseph Smith incorrect when he wrote them down as revelations from the Mormon Jesus?

Many anticipate that the LDS Church is morphing toward biblical Christianity. Nevertheless, as long as Mormonism reveres Joseph Smith as a prophet, teaches that Christ failed to establish a Church that would last but Smith did, and supports his extra-biblical scriptures as truth, these teachings are far outside mainstream Christianity. Doctrines such as the nature of God, who Jesus is, the condition of humankind, the creation, salvation, atonement, marriage and eternal life are just a few of the divergent teachings.

According to LDS scripture, polygamy is an eternal principle and dark skin is a curse. 

Mormons often sound the same as Christians, but since barely one religious word actually means the same between the faiths, always ask a Mormon, ‘What do you mean by that?’

Mormons say they believe in Jesus. Some have even encountered him. Only Jesus can judge the heart, but given that LDS teachings contradict Bible teachings, one has to ask which Jesus?

Although it came at a cost, my whole family and I ended up leaving Mormonism in order to follow the real saviour.
Doctrines such as the nature of God, who Jesus is, the condition of humankind, the creation, salvation, atonement, marriage and eternal life are just a few of the divergent teachings.

Four facts about Mormonism

1. There are more than 15 million Mormons in the world today, including approximately 190,000 in the UK

2. The LDS Church is governed by a ‘prophet’, in a line going back to its founder, Joseph Smith

3. As well as the Bible, Mormons revere three books of teaching and scripture: The Book of Mormon, The Pearl of Great Price and the Doctrines and Covenants

4. Mormons believe that they can be baptised on behalf of dead relatives in order to bring them to salvation

Lynn K Wilder is author of Unveiling Grace: The Story of How We Found Our Way Out of the Mormon Church (Zondervan) and is co-founder of Ex-Mormon Christians United for Jesus;

Monday, 4 December 2017

Catholic Church does NOT date back to Christ

Catholics are brainwashed through their own people by this strapline.
We are the original church.
If a Catholic says that 1000 times you must refute that 1001 times.
The Catholic Church has no resemblance to the ragamuffin sect raised up by Christ and initially called the Way.
Nor is the Catholic Church just the church official now that it isn’t persecuted but made the official religion. No , It has nearly no resemblance.

Sunday, 3 December 2017

Perception Shift - Are you on the right perspective?

The author PM is a friend in America, and I share his opinion.

I think it's safe to say at this point that the American political system has become one big joke.

Presidential races, for the most part, now serve merely as entertainment, meant to captivate the attention of millions of people rather than stand as forums to discuss the many real issues our world currently faces.

What's more, leaks from various sources, such as Wikileaks and insider whistleblowers, have confirmed time and time again that most, if not all, presidential candidates have become political slaves to the much larger hand dominating geopolitics.
"Political parties exist to secure responsible government and to execute the will of the people. From these great tasks both of the old parties have turned aside.

Instead of instruments to promote the general welfare, they have become the tools of corrupt interests which use them impartially to serve their selfish purposes.

Behind the ostensible government sits enthroned an invisible government owing no allegiance and acknowledging no responsibility to the people.

To destroy this invisible government, to dissolve the unholy alliance between corrupt business and corrupt politics is the first task of the statesmanship of the day."
Theodore Roosevelt, 26th President of the United States
Roosevelt is just one of many presidents and politicians to reveal the existence of this "secret" government throughout the ages.

Some say this Secret Government is comprised of a few very powerful corporations that control all aspects of our lives, from the military industrial complex, health care, and finance to education, politics, and more.

Above this government we have the world of finance, and if you follow the money that's where it'll take you.

This is something we must realize, as every single year presidents become frontmen for decisions that are made beyond their control or consent. They are simply figureheads, meant to receive both blame and praise for decisions given to them to enact. Perhaps they are offered financial incentives as well, but it's impossible to say.

What does seem evident is a global economic agenda, a "New World Order" plan to destabilize multiple countries and force a global political will on its inhabitants.

This isn't really a secret.

We have whistleblowers like Four Star General Wesley Clark, who was the Supreme Allied Commander of Europe of NATO from 1997-2000, for instance, describing how the U.S. had,
"plans to take out seven countries in five years, starting with Iraq, and then Syria, Lebanon, Libya, Somalia, Sudan, and finishing off, Iran".
We also have clear instances of "false flag terrorism," something that Putin referred to when speaking publicly about the recent chemical attacks in Syria.

The secret government, corporate and financial control, the relationship between big business and government, false flag terrorism - these are all important things to be aware of when contemplating what's really going on with the presidency, particularly since the mainstream media is painting another picture entirely.
"The media's the most powerful entity on earth. They have the power to make the innocent guilty and to make the guilty innocent, and that's power.

Because they control the minds of the masses."
One thing is for certain, regardless of how much mainstream media and "the establishment" praise or denounce a president, very little actually changes.

The same agenda seems to continue being propagated, and a great quote comes to mind here:
"Democrats and Republicans are two wings of the same bird, and the flight path doesn't change."

A Perspective on Trump You Won't Hear From the Mainstream

Bombs are still being dropped, and the terror war industry is still running rampant under the Trump administration, just as it was in previous years.

"Islamic Terror" is still cited as a problem, without any mention of the fact that Western intelligence agencies have had their hand in creating false flag terrorism to heighten the national security state for a long time.

These powers orchestrate events, like creating fake terrorist videos, or even arming the very terrorists they are claiming to oppose, to justify military intervention into other countries.
"The global war on terrorism is a US undertaking, which is fake, it's based on fake premises.

It tells us that somehow America and the Western world are going after a fictitious enemy, the Islamic state, when in fact the Islamic state is fully supported and financed by the Western military alliance and America's allies in the Persian Gulf...

They say Muslims are terrorists, but it just so happens that terrorists are Made in America."
The fact that Donald Trump seems to support and continue on with the terror war industry, as those before him did, suggests he is just another puppet or part of this powerful cabal looking to establish their New World Order.

On the other hand, prior to his election he did reference Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton as being key catalysts in the creation of ISIS. Are we seeing the same thing we saw with Al-Qaeda?

He also called out election fraud and political ties to big finance, something that was further revealed by Wikileaks who, all of a sudden, became a Russian source of misinformation for the first time in a decade, with absolutely no proof.

If anything, other information from whistleblowers and declassified documents from other sources lend even more credibility to Wikileaks.
"The truth is, there is no Islamic army or terrorist group called Al-Qaeda, and any informed intelligence officer knows this.

But, there is a propaganda campaign to make the public believe in the presence of an intensified entity representing the 'devil' only in order to drive TV watchers to accept a unified international leadership for a war against terrorism.

The country behind this propaganda is the United States."
Robin Cook, former British Foreign Secretary
The fact that Trump even mentioned this is both shocking and confusing given that, on the surface, it seems he fully supports this war that's based on fake premises.

And his comments on Hillary and Obama's ties to ISIS, despite being ridiculed in the mainstream, actually have a lot of evidence behind them.

So perhaps when it comes to this so-called war, Trump has some inside intel we are not aware of.

On the other hand, Trump has and continues to go against the will of some very powerful people. Obama, Clinton, and Bush all seem to be, in my opinion, easy and willing puppets for the corporations, but Trump is not.

This is exactly why you'll always see Donald Trump bashed by the corporate media.

Richard Dolan sums it up quite well.
For more than a year, we have been told that Trump is a racist, sexist, xenophobe, liar, cheat, and narcissist.

The attack bears all the marks of a coordinated effort among the major news outlets:
CNN, NYT, WaPo, HuffPo, USA Today, and the rest.
It reminded me very much of the concerted media attack against Brazil's Dilma Rousseff which culminated earlier in 2016 in her impeachment and removal from power.

In the case of Rousseff, we see what has been alternately described as a soft coup or a Wall Street coup, rather along the lines of the "color revolutions" of a few years earlier (which are now largely understood as CIA-NGO orchestrated).

In both cases, pretexts were created and hammered home by an insistent media that whipped up public opinion. In Brazil, it worked.

It seemed like it would work in the U.S.

It is important to understand why Trump was demonized. To be sure, his character makes it easy. There is no shortage of narcissistic, sexist, or otherwise offensive statements in his repertoire from which to draw.

But I have never and will never believe this is why he was demonized. Ultimately, Trump is a disruptor, and his disruption falls squarely against the two key pillars of the American ruling elite's ideology:
neoliberalism and neoconservatism.
Unlike traditional liberalism and conservatism, neoliberalism and neoconservatism are not opposites.

Neoliberalism is just another name for transnational globalization, while neoconservatism is nothing other than the U.S.-dominated global empire project.

They work together, two inhuman, anti-human processes that ensure a tiny minority of people control and own all the water, minerals, drugs, GM foods, and everything else worth owning in this world.

Hillary Clinton, as the ultimate representative of such an agenda, received unwavering support from all segments of that establishment, certainly from the media. Trump, on the other hand, was vilified.
Trump is not a New World Order global empire builder. He does not bother trying to hide his flaws or look good for the public.

I do not support Trump, and clearly he has done and said a lot of crazy things, but he is not in the pockets of these elite, and they are responding to his defiance by bashing him every chance they get.

This includes,
releasing false information
staging events, like the FBI incident we will get into later
The corporate media looked on and praised George Bush for what was done in Iraq, as well as what was done to Libya under the Obama and Clinton administrations, despite the fact that these horrors were enacted based on lies and greed.

Past administrations caused the wreck of a nation and the destruction of millions of lives, yet Trump spoke out against all of these and remains a villain, while Obama won the Nobel "Peace" Prize...

It doesn't make much sense, does it?

The power mainstream media has over our perception of major events, people, and more is truly astonishing.

Trumps has spoken out multiple times against the big businesses and corporate media that control American politics. He has also dismantled the TPP and raised concerns over the fraudulent science that could be coming from the EPA and other government organizations.

Trump was made to look like a fool for pulling his funding from the EPA, but the EPA, just like the FDA, has become a cesspool of corruption.

Many medical professionals have spoken out against the close ties between corporations and science, and how much of our published science today could actually be completely false.

This would be in order to approve the pesticides that are sprayed on our food, or the glyphosate that's found practically everywhere now.

I'll bet you didn't hear that perspective from the mainstream media, did you? Instead, we simply heard that Trump doesn't care about the environment, without ever realizing that neither does the EPA!

To learn more and to see one out of many examples, you can read about Genetically Modified Foods and the fraudulent science used to approve them.

He is also speaking out against vaccines.

The above are multiple reasons why Trump has probably been the most vilified president in United States history, but that's only because all we've been presented with is that perspective.

According to Michel Chossudovsky, an award-winning author, an emeritus professor of economics at the University of Ottawa, and the founder and director of the Centre for Research on Globalization (CRG):
The recommendation to fire Comey did not emanate from the White House.

It was an initiative of US Attorney General Jeff Sessions and Deputy Attorney General Rod Rosenstein, who prepared a three page memorandum, which criticized James Comey for his handling of the Clinton email investigation and the release of his October 28, 2016 Second Letter to Congress 11 days before Election Day.

The Attorney General's office visibly acted in defiance of the White House.
He recently published an article (Who Was Behind The Firing of FBI Director James Comey? What Political Interests Are Being Served? Who Is Andrew McCabe?) on his website.

Chossudovsky argues that this has been a propaganda campaign to draw even more negative attention toward Trump, with the goal of getting him impeached.
The firing of Comey was intended to weaken the president and provide ammunition to the smear campaign against him.

The Attorney General's recommendation to fire Comey will eventually backlash on President Trump in the context of the Russia Probe, namely the investigation into the FAKE collusion between Moscow and the Trump campaign.
This is indeed the perspective of 'experts' that you will never hear from the mainstream media.

Any type of information presented against the mainstream media narrative will always be attacked, and that's important to keep in mind.

North Korea

As mentioned earlier, Vladimir Putin is not the only one who called out global media and the elite, claiming that they use "imaginary and mythical threats" to control us.

In an age plagued with false information, why should we continue believing everything we receive from corporate media?

So much "fake" news has been dished out by these networks on a number of topics, like 9/11 for example, that it's nearly impossible for anybody to determine what is real and what isn't.

As a result of these controversies, mainstream authorities decided to designate a "fake news checker."

But this only created more backlash, because people understand that the solution is not to censor the information that people see, but rather teach them how to assess that information using critical thinking skills.

If our source of truth has become a television screen, we are in big trouble. We should all be able to determine what constitutes "fake news" and what a credible source is. We don't need doing it for us.

When it comes to North Korea, we could be seeing the same situation as we are seeing with Iran and Syria, or what we saw in Iraq and Afghanistan. There always seems to be some major threat that requires our military invention, but we never hear anything from the other side. Anyone who questions the mainstream media narrative is made to look ridiculous.

But can you blame the average person? Especially with all of the negative propaganda within the mainstream media, as well as the entertainment industry?

What we know of North Korea simply comes from corporate media telling us "it is like this."

Most of these mainstream media stories pertaining to global events are still believed by many, and the fact that the simple suggestion that they may be false or misleading is greeted with harsh criticism tells us a lot.

A viewpoint that differs from the mainstream narrative should hold equal plausibility, especially in the face of a narrative that simply comes from mainstream media intelligence, which is usually considered evidence.

It can be hard to entertain the idea that what we are being told about major global events isn't entirely true, and that the wool has been pulled over our eyes. At the same time, all of the information leading to this belief is backed up by tremendous amounts of evidence.

It didn't just come from anywhere, which gives you something to think about.

Concluding Comments

We believe there to be a massive shift in consciousness currently taking place.

One important part of this shift is a change in how we see, feel, and think about our world. Information alone has played a huge role in opening up our minds to new possibilities that once didn't fit the accepted framework of knowledge.

As time moves on, we are questioning what it is we are doing here, and starting to wake up to the fact that not everything is as we've been told.

Much of what was previously labeled as a "conspiracy theory" now has significant backing and evidence behind it.

Confronting and acknowledging the deception that currently exists in our world is not easy, and some of it is so downright unbelievable that the human mind simply isn't ready to accept it. Nevertheless, it's just information.

It's our mind that labels it "good" or "bad" without stopping to realize that it's all just one human experience, but that which does not resonate with us is something we clearly want to change.

So much of the misinformation, corruption, and greed underling almost all aspects of our lives is now becoming visible, and as a result, our perception of the planet is changing.

And as a result of that perception shift, physical material reality is also beginning to shift and we are starting to manifest a new human experience.

Obviously, this is a process, but it's happening right now and we're currently living in it.

Author PM

Thursday, 30 November 2017

Meghan Markle's Forehead, and why Britain Breaks God's Heart

Britain breaks God's heart continually. We disobey Proverbs 3 all our lives by trusting in our own insight. We throw ourselves into nothing. We are as far from St Peter as Australians are from us. Choosing this cautious, bury our talent in the ground walk......
we barely took up Magna Carta. The world ascribes it to us, but as David Starkey's book shows, it barely barely got anywhere.
The second proof your honour, is the way we run democracy. We have left Royalty, while preserving it, and preserving the unmerited "to the manor born aristocracy".
In a Christian country it does slow down antichristian efforts and perhaps that is why God allows it, but it's nowhere near democracy. It's another British half hearted decision.
Communism banned Christianity. Britain neither accepts Christianity, nor bans it.
Any church who is Biblical in any way whatsoever, historical Britain bans from immediate access,and prevents their members from entrance to the main universities,putting their churches 100 yards minimum off the main thoroughfare. You may remember that is why those who are not freemasons left Britain for America in the first place. (The freemasons were the other contingent)
Britain tars everything "Biblical" with the phrase Non Conformist. (Biblical adult baptism,Biblical plurality of eldership,Biblical  baptism in the Spirit, Biblical evangelism). Anglicanism isnt really a Biblical sect, but a subsection of the last dying sobs of the Roman Empire, and its sudden uptake of Christianity in its pagan mix of rite and Christian philosophy, called Catholicism around 250 AD.
But one thing or the other, again Britain doesn't make stands. It lives from cautious insight and hedging bets, which is as far from real faith as infant baptism is from the Bible version.
Next, Europe.
Only 4 percent more voted to leave Europe. This shows again, not having a whole hearted approach to living, people barely investigated Europe's freemasonic cunning plans, and so hardly merit the fruit of making the right decision, at least while Europe is a non representative, Brussels -led Luciferian enterprise bringing in the dreams of Alice Bailey and David Springer. But Brexit people wont know that because that isnt why they left.
Really Britain deserves to go down the plughole with the rest of Europe and experience things full on. This way they are barely ready for the enormous efforts at rebuilding our productivity and survival techniques.
You can't get anything more British, intellectual, and cautious than tapping Meghan Markle's forehead with a drop of water and calling that Christian baptism. No, that is Anglicans being whole hearted.

Wednesday, 29 November 2017

Have you Upgraded your operating system yet? Covenant 2.0 available now.

Put simply, if you are trying to run the product "Christ's New Creation Life" in operating system Covenant 1.0 the two systems are highly incompatible.
If you havent yet downloaded Covenant 2.0 operating system from central authority then hardly any of the new features will work for you.
This new system works entirely within the Blood of Christ
"This is the New Covenant in My Blood", and it does not work in the old Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil operating system.
One of the main new systems is the Cross. The Cross which is a quantum operation outside all time but fixed on earth 2000 years ago, is the hinge on which the whole new operating system works.
You were always spirit, inside a body clothed with soul, but a complete death had to occur because the original God breathed power source was contaminated by Satan's spirit.
Rather than try and unravel it and improve it, the decision was taken in the Trinity, just to kill it, and recreate a completely new spirit identity, this time totally hidden and therefore impenetrable in God Himself.
Your life is hidden (Greek interwoven , enmeshed) with Christ in God.Colossians 3.3
Because of the way I AM operates outside all time, actually this was still so in a kind of way in the Old Testament.
So ity is that the Hebrew for wait upon God to rise like eagles...
wait here also means exactly the same kinds of image as "hidden /interwoven " with Christ.
In the Radiochemical industry there is a protocol for handling radioactive substances, with lead rubber arms and special suits.
As Jesus stated, the protocol for dealing with these Extremely Holy New Covenantal features without falling dead instantly,
is by using the Blood of Jesus as a barrier, and by developing your usage of a completely new suit as described in Ephesians 6. Jesus way of describing the process was to lay down all forms of Covenant 1.0 system praying,
no more heaping up of words and liturgies to somehow "win God over".....
to leave all that "orphan " existence behind
and draw near through the Blood of Jesus.
You now go inside where your new created spirit and new operating system 2.0 is and meet freely with your Father in secret,
all the while shutting out all remnants of the previous system
The old ways of praying
The old Law of sin and judgment
of sin and death
and now engaging through the completely ripped veil.

Covenant 2.0 operating system is available through baptism in the Holy Spirit based entirely on the merits of the work and Person of Jesus Christ, who came and installed the new operating system Himself on the earth.
After the beta master copy was rolled out and roadtested for 33 years, the Father confirmed it was reliable twice once in Jordan and once at a special Operating system 2,0 Open exhibition on the Mount of Transfiguration. This is when three disciples and two Old Operating system saints got to inspect it "under the hood", and they were all very excited about its new potential.
Finally in the Upper Room, all the testing procedures were finished and it was declared Satan Proof, and then the new mass reproduction system spun into action, involving the death of the beta version on the Cross.

Three days later the full beta tested copy was rolled out in new packaging and tested on material walls, which it was able to easily pass through.

Initially the first instalment of the new operating system has been distributed to all who desire by the Holy Spirit on and after the Day of Pentecost.

The equivalent of a kind of electrical power supply was turned on by the Father to mark the new High Priestly role of Jesus Christ, the first Man in heaven. The new operating system is based entirely on the Person of Jesus Christ being made resident inside all individuals everywhere.

For the last hundred years , after the best part of two thousand years of neglect, the first aspects of this New Covenant system has been distributed with renewed fervour from the early 1900s.

I was involved heavily with other distribution agents in rolling out the first part of this new operating system 2.0 as new download centres called local churches in 1973 onwards.
We hadn't received all the instruction manual in its new updated form, so the new download centres were highly beta in nature, containing lots of the new, but a whole lot of Covenant 1.0 as well.

It is hoped after an extended training course lasting several years on the internet, that a new generation of more skilled distibution agents will better form download centres all over the globe , just as we did from 1973 onwards.

The main updates include, but are not exhaustive:
*Fresh understanding of how all inclusive Covenant 2.0 is
That it really can be operated by small and great , simple and clever, old and young, male and female and Jew and Gentile

* Fresh Power

* A whole lot better basis on which to relate and deal with problems

* that the system really doesnt have anything to do with human might and armies, nor clever clever intellectual colleges but that it is entirely managed first and foremost "by My Spirit " says the Lord

* That the system comes with its own Systems Development engineer, the Holy Spirit. He provides each and everyone with the necessary tools

* That the system comes with its own Cloud based Melchizedek Order and Psalm 123 Viewing area

* Covenant 2.0 works equally well in the download centres as well as in all aspects of life.

The new system has as its product guarantee and everlasting warranty
"His divine power has given us everything required for life and godliness through the knowledge of Him who called us by His own glory and goodness."

If there is any problem in making the product work, the System Writer promises to write it upon our very it functions automatically...

if there is still a problem
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness

Although our spirits are instantly made right in the first download, "setting our mind on the Spirit" and this new operating system guarantees that all our previous code still in existence is completely rewritten.
You can read about its existence here in Ezekiel 8.10
And in the Parable of the Sower and the Seed, and the pure soil.

We are hoping to install new download centres all over the earth.

Lucifer in church?

Some of you know that I was thrown out physically from what was a "good church". Emsworth Christian Church.....probably culminating in the "glory" conference of 1984 after Ian McCulloch had spent time fasting in a caravan on Winsley and getting a whole new direction on "glory", what I would call the thirdlevel, or the Shekinah glory aspect of the thirdlevel.
What you don't know are these surrounding facts

  • Maeve who had led Bono to the Lord, brought a picture of a bowl of fruit going off.
  • Sally Prideaux  (the one a few posts back  who had been converted then LEFT QUICKLY out of Children of God Sect in the early 70s) had a picture of me stepping out of the swimming pool onto the side and walking away never to return. This is a lovely picture similar to Bethsaida  when Jesus says to the cripple in the charismatic you want to hang around waiting for an Angel or do you want ME. Which is another aspect of the thirdlevel
  • There used to be prayer meetings in the yard at Winsley and either here, or as I was led to march round the property 7 times during the time  immediately before they threw me out....I was aware of a huge octopus spider type strength with its tentacles/legs over the whole church
  • Telltale  was the fact that when the current grace doctrines that are now commonplace here, from Romans were being shared, very very few of us went to Brighton to hear more. This was mid 80s

Then after this in Havant church 2002-12  I was really conscious that so little of the praise and worship was going anywhere.  It's like there was a ceiling , and so rarely did the church push through.
So now, understanding that the only safe place, the only safe place....
is the secret place of the Most High
the thirdlevel
the Holiest Place BEYOND the altar of incense
or in Jewish Feast terms  BEYOND the Day of Atonement and into Tabernacles

And that any church that halfheartedly sings praise songs without real connection with Jesus  is now so liable to being diverted by the Fallen worship leader himself.

Hear this  talk

So What's Paul's point about 1 Corinthians 12?

Answer - Chris Welch
The Church is the Word and the progress of Word.
The parable of the sower shows the progress of Word. It shows it’s OK if some things only get as far as the stony ground. Humans require success , something that has the appearance of endurance like Madame Tussaud’s waxworks.
We however get Life and share Life.
You get Life by abiding in Word long enough for it to absorb, break up fallow ground and find good soil.
Then out of that we share.
The clever human mirror of 1 Corinthians 12 in only some aspects is the psychologists couch.
This too is another example of deciding
what are the components of Gods work, stripping God out and making it secular.
But it isn’t the same.
Jesus, the One Mature Man at 30 took 12 disciples and while ministering in the Spirit trained them in that realm, while also living with them and correcting their wrong inner seeing.
Jesus is no longer here physically so 1 Corinthians 12 and the baptism in the Spirit is how the gathering together aspect of Kingdom works now.
The disciples were schooled in Psalm 123 Living.....perceiving what the Father is up to and doing what He calls you to do.
1 Corinthians 12 gathering is how the Spirit uses each one to train and sensitize the other now to Psalm 123 Living. Maturity is simply exporting that new consciousness to all of our lives.
One sentence says
“ the mature, who by reason of practice have trained their senses( mind will emotions) according to righteousness such that they are now able to discern ( underlying) spiritual good from spiritual evil. The two spirits any of us can live from at any time.

Acer Keyboard Solutions that are not obvious

If you have just bought an Acer Computer with  Windows 10, and you are having problems this may not be a Windows 10 issue.
If you Google the problem, it may appear that it is a Windows 10 issue, and you will find sites like this one:

Here are two easy solutions.

How do I take a screenshot on a new Acer keyboard, especially the small compact ones?

Dual function keys save space on the more compact keyboards, so here you press function plus Prt Scr  (Print Screen ) Buttons to get 
a screen shot. In Windows 10 you can choose
to upload these automatically into the Drive
Pictures folder AND your PCs picture folder.

My Delete button (forward delete) suddenly

only prints dots!!!

Here, after much fruitless googling, would you believe that the answer is as simple as  pressing the Num Lk (Scr Lk) Button?
Again the fullstop/period button is a dual function with the delete button

Tuesday, 28 November 2017

Ur, Egypt,Rome,United Nations/ global order - the answer is the same.

If you want to learn more about the world Abraham came from please read the entire post by Peter J Fast

But the important thought I had this morning was
and today differs little, just scaling.

The irritating thing about today's world is that unlike Goliath standing in the plain opposing the army of Israel, nobody can really see the current Goliath. Goliath is an entity , a body of a relative few, sometimes referred to as the Illuminati.  Louis Theroux did one of the first open TV series trying to find out more. The series was around 2003 and called "Them".

Probably the most important programme was on the Bilderberg meetings, Important, because one of the members ,Denis Healey, gave Louis a specific interview. In it he openly stated their rationale.
That they , the elders, and actually many honestly believe themselves gods, with trillions of pounds at their disposal, but as Denis said, they need to guide the sheep, because the sheep, the multitude, do not know what is best for them.

After a lot of study and digging it is possible to have  more of an idea of these people's very very disturbing intentions, namely to decimate population numbers to a manageable 500 million.
But even by doing all this digging, already I guess you are showing that you are not prepared to be one of the unknowing multitude, and therefore further underlining  Dennis Healey's premise......the sheep do not want to know, they want to be led.

But this morning I was imagining this picture.
Sometimes a stream will get polluted and diseased, and you have to follow it  back up and try to determine the root cause. It could be pollution from a factory, or it could be simply a dead animal which has fallen into a mountain stream which pollutes what is particularly immediately below.

Even if you remove the dead animal or pollution source, all you have is clean water. While water is vital, it doesnt of itself produce an adequate plan for the future. You just know that .now you are free to drink.

Abraham, Moses, Jesus, and we, could spend our lives analysing and tweaking the particular megalith.   And notably there are continued references to the sun god, in Ur, in Egypt, in Rome, and today through House of Rothschild a Temple to Apollo in his back garden.

But God's calling isn't that.
It is to follow Him.
It is to follow Life.
To follow the Word of Promise.
For Abraham that he would see a Child of Promise
For Israel that they would see a baby that would be their Deliverer, Moses. Except when he did arrive they hardly recognised him, which didn't bode well for Jesus the True Deliverer later.

A Promise is Given
A Baby is born

What kind of answer is that to Megaliths and giant cities and infrastructures and ruling powers?
Well ask yourself where Ur is now?
Ask yourself  if Egypt heads the world?
What about the former Roman empire?

God's answer is a Word. A Seed that multiplies.A Baby.  A LIFE in God.
It doesn't satisfy the leftbrain , Tree of Knowledge concept of ""What we should do now"
It appears to bypass it.

But not really. Because what went wrong in the beginning was entering into the "Alone-I" false godhood state, which  believes life is leftbrain.  Life is in our hearts.  We were given reasoning powers. But those powers are transformed by an exchange of Life on the inside.
So you see , it really doesnt bypass anything, it deals with the problem at source.....
which is about a return to consciously living out of God.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not rely on your own insight. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make straight your paths"

Do not be wise in your own eyes;
Fear the Lord and turn away from evil.
It will be healing to your [c]body
And refreshment to your bones.
Instead of serving Rothschild and the sun god.....
Honor the Lord from your wealth
And from the first of all your produce;
10 So your barns will be filled with plenty
And your vats will overflow with new wine.
11 My son, do not reject the [d]discipline of the Lord
Or loathe His reproof,
12 For whom the Lord loves He reproves,
Even as a father corrects the son in whom he delights. from Proverbs 3


These thoughts came after this Facebook Conversation if any are interested


Joshua Campbell ...?

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Jeff Robinson
Jeff Robinson Whether Jesus is literally, physically “alive” anywhere (else) at the moment is beyond my ability to ascertain or verify. Anyone who claims otherwise likewise can offer no proof. I think it is possible, but also entirely beside the point (although most of Christianity considers the necessity of that reality to be the central point, and people like me, necessarily heretical).

To me, it’s not the particular human individual that is essential, but rather the particular and peculiar kind and quality of nature and character revealed in that life (and perhaps it is largely myth), that, when resurrected/followed/emulated in other human beings, offers humanity the only viable pathway to avoiding mass destruction, or complete self-annihilation. Whether Father, Son, or Spirit exist in real time somewhere or not is again somewhat irrelevant. Why? Because so many who claim that faith don’t understand it, or live it. They use it as fire insurance, and justification for rejection, condemnation, exclusion, retribution and violence. Hardly correspondent with the evidence, such as it is. The unfaithfulness of much of Christianity begins with its self-serving, empire favoring, power-OVER hermeneutic and interpretation. Rather than loving G_d for being Uncontrolling Love, they render G_d as being an vengeful, Violent Authoritarian, capricious and conditional.
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Dan Beverley
Dan Beverley I don't even know exactly where *I* am ;-)
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Joshua Campbell
Joshua Campbell That sounds good, Dan. But it is also the number one way to avoid actually answering difficult questions... Esoteric obfuscation.
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Dan Beverley
Dan Beverley meh. I know there are some things that are hard to get ahold of in words.

But I am fundamentally opposed to esoteria ;-)
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Dan Beverley
Dan Beverley Also, where is modus ponens? Where is "if p, then q"?

It's everywhere and nowhere in particular....See more
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Joshua Campbell
Joshua Campbell Dan Beverley What you say is true.

Changing direction a little: Let's say a man walks into a store to get a thing, it is a particular thing, and he knows it is a particular thing, but he doesn't know what type of particular thing it is and he cannot learn what kind of thing it is at the store. Can we agree that would be as one might call "foolish"?
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Joshua Campbell Well, presuming we can.. we have to realize it is no different than a man choosing a group or label from the world to identify himself by, but failing to first form an subjective definition of himself... He is going through this life looking for himself in a label or something in the world, but he hasn't reached a subjective conclusion upon his objective state of existence. That makes it impossible to rightly recognize what is fitting for him, and he goes through life with wrong lenses and standards.

That is kind of what you are doing, bud. All Christians, really. Shopping for identity within the World's existing constructs. But, then, you claim the "nothing is anything" defense to answering questions about your belief system meaning to you. You might not be wrong, in either sense, individually. The believe system or the claim that nothing is anything. But for you to claim a "something is something" label, like "Christianity," and also use a defense of that particular claim the "nothing is anything," I have to call incoherence, friend. The two cannot be true together, because they have no rational connection to one another. '

Now, for your own subjective definition of YOU, it is imperative that YOU define it FOR YOU. What is "IT" that must be defined? That's also for you to define. However, before one defines himself by anything in particular... which I believe
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Steven Gilmore I don’t imagine God anywhere. I think I just kinda talk to the Universe. Put my thoughts and concerns into the world, and hope the energy returns.
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Burton Rathburn In the woods where Adam and Eve ate the forbidden fruit because I believe we will be judged on how we lived are lives
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Burton Rathburn An the was the first place he had judged humans
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Joshua Campbell Perhaps so, but what is the standard by which it is judged?
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Steven Gilmore Your preferred brand of shoes.
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Michael Kaminski Just like a fart in the wind dude.....
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Chris Welch Don’t you think we are in dire straits. We have been fed in the West layer after layer after layer of lies. We are not raised in worship settings. We only really think in the leftbrain . Our hearts are now hard.
And into this setting dances New Age offering us the rest of our body.... which we could have had anyway if we weren’t raised in Rothschild schooling. The processes that should be safe in the Holy Soirit, are now offered with mind expanding drugs , or in the context of demons and false gods.... so now we not only have screwed up leftbrains our right brains and rest of our beings are being demonised too.

It’s getting as bad as the original culture of blood sacrifice and passing your very own kids into fire that Terah left all behindwith his family in the first place..... and having to completely go through from Abraham through Isaac and Jacob again just cos we are not hearing properly just kind of seems terribly terribly sad.
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Chris Welch So many arguments are based on there being no thirdlevellers and thirdlevel communities.

“ I can’t believe there is a father Son and Spirit because the believers that say they believe in this stuff live so terribly”

To which God says “ fair dos” sends His Son who raised 12 who start a mature version of Church in Acts 2.

I guess it’s got all the logic of not believing in cucumbers until you have been in a cucumber greenhouse or seeing a completed one in a shop
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Joshua Campbell Chris, I am not sure I follow what you are saying. I do not feel that mind-expanding "Drugs," as you call them are properly labeled. I find it distasteful and disingenuous, for example, that DMT, which is produced naturally in the brain, is scheduled 1, with "no potential medical benefit." "Wait, my brain produces that. Oh, I get it, you think I'm retarded :p."

I find a drug usefully defined as "a thing that a human uses to manipulate his internal state of expheelientialism (that is experience + feeling = existence in the moment, aka, Being OK)." The things used to do so abound, as ANYthing can be used in such a way, but the two very worst that are worthy of attention and eradication are 1. Money, (the love of it, but the love IS it), and 2. Religious hypocrisy. These two are by far the very worst offenders and HAVE NO BENEFICIAL PLACE in the world. Every other substance has been found to have its place. Greedy motives and religious hypocrisy have yet to prove any value whatever, except to the detriment of life for all humans.

The other points you raise, I don't have any strong feelings on. I generally sense you need somewhere to place your discontent with the world other than upon the things you personally believe and live that contribute to the way the world is. That is a fancy way of saying, "Your pretty normal." The world is a mess because people believe that living in a way that makes you feel like shit is required--find, have and hoard money. Look like you have it when you don't. Structure and stricture your whole entire time on earth in this body around its acquisition and hoarding, to the dismay and emptiness of your hearts and souls.

Because we hold this desperate pursuit of money so close to the instinct of survival, we naturally (almost supernaturally, in the blindness) accept it without question. We don't even want to consider it as The Problem.

So, ooking around the world, we find... OTHER things, whatever we can, something to blame and scapegoat for how we feel that isn't our beloved money, the balm of our fears, the guarantor of our survival, at the cost of our very life.

We need something else to have caused us to feel so badly except for that one thing that we couldn't bring ourselves to change even if we acknowledged. See, a person can never acknowledge a problem he isn't ready to resolve. Being infinite.., we know all of the answers. The problem is formulating the questions. And, ultimately, the problem with that is whether or not we are willing to implement the solutions. We have to be 100 percent willing to throw away 100 percent of our thinking at any moment when confronted with Truth. Then, we ate able to see everything clearly, as we were intended to be.

I am speaking as one who has achieved this state. Questions find answers, and answers find questions. My my is like an open window and things go both ways. The first thing I noticed about myself when this began was an absence of the need to label and dismiss any particular group based upon a judgmental thought of their particular mission or conduct. I accept that there are things I don't understand. If it is important enough for me to feel some kind of way about and sticks to my mind for any amount of time, I will go see what it's all about and resolve whatever it is that is calling my attention./
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Chris Welch Like I said you want to see it working
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Chris Welch Fair dos. It’s time.
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Chris Welch Do you feel better now?
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Joshua Campbell Chris Welch ? I haven't felt un-better... I express my piece and move on.
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Chris Welch Acts 2 was the presentation of something different and asked do you want it too, and 3000 men said yes not counting their wives and families.But how does such a community continue? After 2000 years hunting, we believe we have the same answer as St Paul but now better articulated, having just passed through the world of the last few hundred years.

Monday, 27 November 2017

Resurrection by Nick Cabbiness

A few days ago Cortlin Cabbiness asked for prayer from friends on Facebook via his Dad Nick. Tucker his son was dying of Dengue fever.
A few hours later he was dead. Nick takes up the story.

A lot has been happening here. This may take a bit to tell. My son opened up to me about what he’s been going through—guilt for not being a better father, guilt for not finding a way to save his son, and how, since Tucker’s death, he’d been blaming himself. He described the agony of Tucker’s last hours, how hungry and thirsty he’d become (he hadn’t been able to hold down anything for the past week), how they had attempted to get him into the ICU of four different hospitals while his little life was slipping away, and how they had managed to finally get him in one only to watch him die within two hours.

I arrived and only one thing had been on my mind for the entire trip: to raise Tucker from the dead. Not that I had ever done that or knew anything about it, but the realization had begun to grow in me as I read the story of Jairus pleading to Jesus for his sick daughter’s life when messengers from his home arrived with the ominous words, “Do not trouble the teacher any further; your daughter is dead.” Time had run out. But what were Jesus’ words? “Do not fear; only believe.” ONLY believe; nothing else was required, and I felt the power of those words as I was released from the burden of having to figure out anything. Upon feeling that release, I immediately heard the words, ..., “You’re going to see the glory of God.”

This was my state of mind as my son met me at the bus stop late that evening. He promptly invited me to view Tucker’s body at his home where the wake was being held. I pondered whether this would be the moment. The room was filled with people. Would I put out the mourners as Jesus had done or tell them that little Tucker was only sleeping? As it turned out, I didn’t have to figure that out, nor was I alone in this decision, as I had precious brothers and sisters standing with me with encouragement and advice. This was when my son told me his story, and where our two stories crossed. He relayed to me the grueling 30 hours he’d experienced since Tucker’s death in intricate detail. For 90 minutes straight I listened to the horrendous path he’d walked, how God had taken him to the very bottom as he faced the fact that he’d been running from Him, even while making an idol out of his own little son. He related most intimately to the story of Abraham’s sacrifice of Isaac. The ultimate sacrifice of the son of promise. With all the mistakes he’d made, Tucker was the one thing he’d done right. He used to sing to him while still in the womb, and would calm him as a crying infant with those same songs. Though the mother was not his wife, and though they’d fought often, Tucker was their common ground of sanity and promise. And when he was taken, nothing was left. My son couldn’t eat or drink, couldn’t talk or leave his pain for even a moment. All he could do was weep. But then something happened.

Tucker’s mother, upon seeing the state of my son, challenged him: “You’ve got to quit crying. Didn’t you hear the story my mother told?”In his last moments, Tucker’s mom and my son had gone down the hall to see perhaps if they could donate blood that would give the little guy a chance. They were gone perhaps for ten minutes. While they were away, Tucker had started crying to his grandmother, saying he was seeing a monster looming there for him. But then . . . Jesus was there. . . And the monster was gone. Tucker then said, "Mama la, daddy, mama pay, Grandma (the two grandmothers and the parents). I love you. See you soon. I am coming with Jesus. Papa God is here.” And then his heart stopped.

The thing is, my grandson barely speaks any English, yet he was saying much of this in perfect English. And his grandmother doesn’t speak English either (but she does understand English so it was curious that most of his last words were not in his local Visayan language. Perhaps that was for our sake.

When my son heard this story, the heavy burden of the last 30 hours just melted away. In its place, he felt a peace he’d not experienced in a long time. God was in charge. Jesus had come for his child. The endless lists of “if only” were replaced by worship and the sweetness of brokenness before God. He began to rejoice. It was a dramatic change, and a new boldness arose in his heart. Soon after, he was witnessing to Tucker’s mother, challenging her with, “if you really want to see your son again, you’ve got to get right with God.” And so she did. For the first time, she received this same Jesus . who had come for her son. Immediately a change came over her. Peace filled her countenance. When I saw her, I knew she was different. She looked me in the eye for the first time since I’d known her.

All of this my son told me in that 90 minutes. Speaking up for the first time, I then told him of what God had shown me, and how Tucker could come back if he wanted. But it was his choice. Immediately, my son shook his head. “No,” he said. “Life will come out of Tucker’s death. God has told me this. And it’s .already happening, and this is just the beginning.” I then knew that I really was seeing the glory of God.
Additional comments from Cortlin Cabbiness

The only thing I would add is that I had felt that I had failed Tucker initially. During those 30  hours I kept crying out "I'm sorry Tucker. I'm sorry Tucker." I felt I had failed everyone. Being the man and father of the family, I had two jobs. To provide for my family and protect them. And I had failed to do both in that moment. I loved my son so much and yet couldn't stop my son from dying. I was overcome with sorrow to lose my only child, my only son. It was the realization that God was there the whole time and He was there every step of the way is what turned my sorrow into joy. That Jesus decided to take my son and that at any moment He could have healed my son or have given him the blood he needed or have could have made any of the hundred of other things that were all seemingly going wrong to have gone right. That when I thought I had ruined everything, God had had bigger plans than I could have imagined. God let me suffer those 30 hours to break me down into nothingness, so that He could build me back up again into what HE wanted me to be. God was going to do more with Tucker's death than He could have done with his life. I leapt for joy when I heard of what my son had said before his passing. I danced around the room and sang praise songs to Jesus. In an instant, God had traded my sorrow for joy at that realization. And that realization changed everything.