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Tuesday, 12 July 2011

The Lord's Prayer as Template: The Apocalypse and Unveiling of Christ

The Lord's Prayer

We are forever humans and have human responses and are meant to, but they are overflowed by Christ in us; and indeed unless we were first living human persons with human reactions, we should not be the persons by whom He unveils Himself.
Norman Grubb in Knight of Faith Vol.4 through Nancy Gilmore and www.normangrubb.com


 We used to notice in Bible House that people with stricter upbringings took longer, because they had to become real first,then God would meet with them. Chris Welch





If somebody said, give me a summary of Christian faith on the back of an envelope, the best thing to do would be to write Our Lord's Prayer.
Rowan Williams,Archbishop of Canterbury   see reflections on the Lord's Prayer
In the last few months God has spoken to me that the Lord's Prayer is a Template, a Kingdom Blueprint of His entire operation. This was confirmed by Tom Dale in Waterlooville in recent days, but up until then I had not heard someone speak on such a grand scale about this prayer.

That it was huge as an individual prayer I had picked up from a Little Rock Preacher in the late 80s who was used to begin unfolding it, including our relationship to the Father, across the Body of Christ in those days.He went on from there to be one of the first ministries in recent history to minister on the power of shame that we inherited in Genesis 3, and earned a spoof take-off in one episode of the Simpsons where the sermon was on Shame, but as ever, the very opposite of the gospel, rather making humans ashamed instead.

 Even at the level of a Prayer of Jabez, a constructed, crafted,template  prayer for frequent praying into,2000 years of praying it, sometimes in the most "remote-controlled" church contexts, the power of its unfolding has been there. But I want us to get inside the power of this prayer as used by the Holy Spirit .
If you held a graphic form of the prayer in its 3 main sections up to a window,
then took another sheet of thin paper and graphically drew the verse "Unless a seed, fall into the ground , it abides alone, but if it dies, it bears much fruit," and held that up to the light superimposed on the other sheet,
then if you graphically drew a representation of  the growth phases of  1 John 2 :12ff  Children, young men, fathers and placed that over the top of the other two:
you'd have something like an inverted arc, where the base of the arc is at the lowest point.

And it wouldn't matter whether you placed this combined blueprint up against the whole of church history,
or up against your own individual Christian history,
or up against the history cycle of a particular church
or even up against a Holy Spirit led meeting...
or the whole book on how church functions...the letter to the Ephesians
the shape would be the same, and the end is always the same, a bit more unveiling of the glorious Christ in flesh form. Us.   

Apocalypse is derived from the Greek word apokalypsis. Although it's often used to describe a great devastation or cataclysm, the literal meaning of apocalypse is actually an unveiling, or revealing. Hence the word revelation, from which the Book Of Revelation (or, perhaps more accurately, revelations, since it reveals many things) gets its name.Wayne Blank

The three sections
Part One -  Our New Standing
As new charismatics God charged our late 60s early 70s generation with the Holy Spirit commissioning of raising up the Holy Highway in the wilderness, of restoring the former cities and devastations, of being a repairer of the breach.
These are all prophetic phrases filled with Holy Spirit meaning, and Holy Spirit empowering for the task.
Our first question....how do we get to the big stuff, how do we get started?
God's answer - praise and worship as a WAY.
Ed Miller, although rooted in Argentina, and being involved in its 1950s revival, had uncovered something much more important in his seeking the Lord in the secret place. He was the hidden figure behind Judson Cornwall's praise books and ministry, behind Calvary Chapel's Maranatha Singers and all the 70s praise vinyl discs, behind the rediscovery of praise and worship as the Living Way into God's Presence as a congregation in Jorge Pradas's churches throughout Argentina. Los Rios De Vida

Evangelists for centuries knew about setting a foundation of praise into their meetings, but not even most in the charismatic movement dared following the leading of the Spirit right through where praise and worship takes you. Yet many were finding this pattern anyway. It is very much the "how" behind our home gatherings in Grimsdells Lane Amersham, behind the early house church movement  including the now large UK churches.

And it is largely the "interference" of worship groups, and human understanding, and limited 2 level Christian thinking  (get saved, get baptised in the Spirit)  that has paralysed the early vision of allowing God to be God in meetings.

Our Father, who is in heaven....
Whether silent, or noisy or however we do it, we KEY INTO, in our hearts, not our heads only, the One who is worthy of ALL our focus, the One who created all, the One who is in all, and the One who is to be manifested as the All in All, into whom King Jesus will return everything in Himself.
Hallowed, Holy is Your Name. Now. We are not waiting to see evidence with our eyes, though the more we see in the Spirit, this happens to be the overall picture even now.....but we declare the truth in any case, by faith. Because the devil's lies plague us continually.  If we live from what we "see", from our leftbrain assessment of how things look, cynicism becomes this cycle of vanity. Things look terrible, then become more terrible, then look worse, so we believe worse, and we continue on a downward spiral.
We were never intended to live from what we could materially see. We live from the Spirit. From the "seeing" that pulls things out of the Kingdom into material form. God is totally OTHER. His Name is forever holy. Holiness is substance. It is mediated through the Holy Spirit. But though God is other, His very Word sustains every element of this creation by His Word of power. In Him we live and move and have our being.....
If we are going to have a meeting, we need to touch this OTHER THAN, this HOLY ONE, this One in whom is ALL LIFE. I am not interested in anything less in a meeting of gathered saints.

Our Father is a relationship, the legitimacy of which is spelled out in Ephesians chapter one to three. But it is a corporate relationship. It's not me and God separate from you and God. It's got to be the same God to be authentic. Ephesians is a corporate book.
Part Two - Inside Readjustments
Ephesians and indeed all the New Testament letters describe what Christ has done for all humans once for all in His death on the cross. We have died. At our spirit centre. With Christ. Our life is hidden, bound up with, interleaved with Christ. Now. If we made the internal (not just intellectual) decision for Christ, we are accepting what has already been won for us, and the old spirit of unbelief and separation from God can be legitimately booted out so we experience it as fact! What makes it fact, is not our acceptance of it, it was always fact since Christ's finished work. But faith leans on these facts, and it's a bit like police returning to your house with all the squatters in. When you tried to say "get out" nothing happened. But when the police return referencing the whole of British Law, the squatters soon shift. The whole of humanity, including Buddhists, think that by analyzing the house filled with squatters we  come to some improvement. We, on the other hand  simply refer to the Christ policeman, and say, there is no issue here, you have to leave!
But ofcourse, if it was just "separate squatters" it wouldn't involve us taking up our cross and following Him.
The problem is all about who we think our identity is.
The precursor to our discovery is:
Thy Kingdom Come
Thy Will Be Done
This is the inner heart permission that God needs to go further.
If Christ-Chris has booted out Satan-Chris at my spirit centre. If as Ephesians says the Spirit truth of me is as one who is seated with Christ in the heavenly places....NOW....
where are the problems coming from?
The Middle Section of the Lord's Prayer Involves our hidden operating system
Our hidden hindering operating system is out of sight to all apart from the Spirit of God, and those who themselves have had their "log" removed. They are splinters, but how powerful are those splinters. They are hidden scrawlings on your holy place walls in your inner sanctuary.Ezekiel 8:10 They are NOT who you are, because when Christ replaced you as you in your inner centre at conversion, that is the true YOU. That is the one that comes forth more and more in the meetings by the Holy Spirit.  "The Body fitly joined by that which every joint supplies".  The Body is not built by Quaker suggestions of truth, by mere contemplation alone. The Body is built by Christ you supplying your brethren. Christ you is not a living soul, Christ you is a Life giving Spirit.Only Christ builds Christ. See, you are more outstanding than you thought....but IN HIM!

So the hidden operating system which causes all your problems and those of the entire Body of Christ, and "masquerades as the Old Man" is a system of inner thinking that is positioned between your true Christ as You spirit centre which the whole of the New Testament is adamant about, and your surface personality that you "present" to the world. All a mature, Father level Christian is, is one with the "MIDDLE MAN LIE" removed.

You've heard the glowing reports...."Oh Freda is so wonderful, Christ really comes through her." This can either mean that Freda is a mature believer, or that if you are a soft, luvvy, "people type of person", and she is too, then you are perhaps more open than an Apostle Luke man of learning and study kind of guy at receiving
this "edition of Christ" in this form.

In the Body to begin with we relate primarily with "like types". Later on we see the truth that "we see no man after the flesh", and we appreciate Christ coming through every one of the 12 tribe characters.

But in the case of a mature Freda, the only difference between her and everyone else is that she's got nothing in the way of her authentic Jesus Person at her spirit centre. She is in fact free to be fully her and fully Christ.
As you are.

When Paul said about" casting down speculations and thoughts and highmindedness:
2 Corinthians 10:5 "We are destroying speculations and every lofty thing raised up against the knowledge of God, and we are taking every thought captive to the obedience of Christ,...."this is the area of our being that is being addressed.

People over the years have often remarked, "How come the modern churches sit quite comfortably on the high street, whereas the first churches had difficulty meeting at all apart from in secret. And how come the early preachers caused cities to be in uproar." The early preachers hit the scrawlings, the strongholds, which had the principalities over cities attached to them! Modern preachers just hit intellect.

This is now true more than ever in the West after 200 years of  "Enlightenment" thinking. This can be summed up by  figures such as Richard Dawkins as restricting our thinking to leftbrain reliance. to working everything out according to step by step thinking and calculation. It is reasoning upwards from a given set of  rational parameters." Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us not to "rely" on our insight, but instead to "trust in the Lord  with all our heart". By acknowledging Him in all our ways He will make straight our paths.
This is the GATEWAY to thirdlevel living. To the Christ life becoming unveiled in flesh form.

By acknowledging Him in ALL our ways.....is a very mundane, boring looking entrance to 3rd level living and to be truthful, because of  its unspectacular nature when God brought the 3rd level Word via servants such as Ed Miller, Norman Grubb,Sam Fife, and Jack Schisler, in the late seventies and the early eighties  the whole of the UK missed it, and the charismatic movement has been going round and round praise mountain ever since.

But this is just the middle section of the Lord's Prayer.
Matthew 6
11‘Give us this day our daily bread.   
12‘And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors.
13‘And do not lead us into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
So whether we are talking about the internal adjustments we ourselves are making throughout the course of entire lives, or whether we are looking at the Church worldwide maturing in Christ, or whether we are talking about one individual Holy Spirit meeting....(and let's do that for a moment), it's all very similar:
This is where the opening celebration, and or worship, and or adoration dies back a little and the Holy Spirit takes His Body into the equivalent of a Holy Place kind of readjustment area.
The three kind of adjustment areas
  1. Our Daily Bread : having faith for our needs, our environment. Just the fact of bringing this under the Holy Spirit searchlight is a death to us, for we really want to work everything out in our own strength. We even don't mind praise and worship, as long as the real issues of where we live our lives remain untouched. But this is the WAY of God, that leads us to the Truth  about ourselves, and who He is, which leads to the manifestation of His unveiled Life in the third section of the Lord's prayer.This IS the first part of our acknowledgment of HIM in all our ways
  2. Forgive us as we forgive :The second main adjustment  is absolutely central to our unblocking of the Rivers of Life already at our Centre. God has declared Himself permanently as a Self for Others Life. His Life has a Cross in it. There is a Cross in the heart of God. Jesus is the Lamb slain before the foundation of the world.This is the nature of the Life at your centre and my centre if we are Christians. It is one of the essential and outstanding proofs of our Christianity. After becoming Christians we found we loved people. We could see God in them. And ofcourse, we became lovers of the household of faith.The more we "see no man after the flesh" we begin to identify wrong behaviour as "not authentic" behaviour. Bad behaviour comes out of wrong "seeing", either on the side of both or one party only. If we catch ourselves and look for God going on, we snatch things back out of the realm of two flesh people "humanly" at loggerheads, and we begin to see the truth in the situation underneath.   Most misunderstanding comes from us limiting God to what we know of Him already. Ephesians four and five are about life in the Body, life in work environments and life in family environments. Wherever our life does not function it causes us to reach into more of the provision already supplied at our inner centre. Interestingly a non Christian Lord in the sense of an employer, is very little different from someone bringing correction in the Body of Christ. Lordship to a section of our life that is unsubmitted to God's Kingdom is equally as painful whether it is administered to us by a Christian, or by a more derived form of His life....an out and out atheist. This was one of the many fun discoveries made in the Christian community in Emsworth Bible House. It hurt equally!
  3.  Lead Us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.  Rowan Williams continues:
Now the words "lead us not into temptation" don't quite capture all of that because temptation for us tends to mean just a sort of impulse to do unworthy or sinful things.

But the word means so much more in its context; it means this huge trial that's coming, this huge crisis that's coming. Lead us not into crisis, don't, please God don't push us into the time of crisis before you've made us ready for it. Don't push us until you've given us what we need to face it. 

The second level or stage of growth is an acceleration stage . The Word accelerates us out of our unbelief as to who we really are, and into a firm belief that we have died, and it is Christ who lives in us as us.
Most of the church have terrible teaching on these Spirit realities, and people suffer far more than they need to because as a world church we are still more or less totally ignorant about the extremely thorough job Christ did for us on the Cross.
Part Three - Father Level Intercession - The Power and the Glory
As we mature into Father level, we go through the most incredible testings that humanly we would not be able to sustain, and it is one of the main methods by which God gets us to recognise who we are really living from.
This is equivalent to many pictures throughout the Old and New Testaments.
It is equivalent to Jacob's wrestling match with the "messenger of God" at Peniel.
Or to Elisha pressing through all the sons of the prophets trying to discourage him about receiving the double portion of Elijah's anointing.
Or Moses' testings for 40 years in the Wilderness culminating in the visual picture of his life in God as a burning bush that never burns up!
Or it's equivalent to the incredible testing of the 12 disciples as they saw their Master led away to be falsely accused and crucified, with the implication that any close followers would be so treated also.

Jesus knew as He stood in the Upper Room with the disciples John 13:31 that "now is the Son of Man  glorified and God is glorified in Him." Instead of taking this phrase along the lines we were taught in RE lessons, as Jesus' favourite alternative self-description, get your Holy Spirit specs on, because this is enormous.
Jesus had all the glory He needed in heaven. He laid that glory aside. NO this is a very specific glory.
This is a new type of glory. This is Jesus as the second Adam. This is Jesus as "the son of Man". This is Jesus tracking as us. Roadtesting the same overcoming life He was going to be pouring out on and inside us after the Cross. Do you get the enormity of what point He had come to after 30 years without the Spirit baptism, and three years of Spirit Ministry.....BUT as a MAN!!!!! Now is the Son of Man glorified.   In other words "we're ready to roll this one out!!!!We've got the template.....now we go into action. This one seed is going into the ground, to bust apart, and be raised as a fruit bearing Vine that brings forth seed after exactly this kind!!!! Did you catch that?
In John 14:30 Jesus said " the ruler of this world is coming, but he has nothing in me."

This is what this section of preparation is for in our lives. This bit of the Lord's prayer template is to discover anything left in us of the Ezekiel 8:10 scrawlings left over in the Fall. That the devil can find nothing in us for whatever is our equivalent of the Psalm 134  "Standing by night " in the House of the Lord. And standing fully armoured, and Worded up according to Ephesians 6.

This is the final Intercessory stage of the Lord's Prayer.
You say, it's not marked as any intercession, what do you mean?
Yes, this is the renewed ManChild. This is the Child of Promise born to the Woman, the Church.Revelation 12. This is the final form.

If it is in a Holy Spirit meeting context, this is when the lighting goes on full, we stand to our feet.
We declare fully conscious of our 3rd level position in the Holy of Holies, and caught up in the heavenlies of God:
Boldly, without a jot of hesitation,
Totally clean
Totally confident
Our Word of Faith
Yours is the  The Kingdom,the Power, The Glory.... 
Forever and ever Amen. 
 The Spirit and the Bride say "Come Lord Jesus, Come."
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The Anglican Church as an example of Disobedience.

I have used Rowan Williams examples because they are good, but I do not  want to imply that the practices of the Anglican Church are acceptable. Rowan Williams, very similar to Orthodox leaders in European and Russian churches spend much time in contemplation and meditation. The BBC page that is linked here is really very good, and in many ways more than that, profound. Now as Daniel Yordy has written, if we are born again the Spirit encompasses ALL WE ARE, and in real terms, ALL WE PERMIT HIM TO BE TO US.
Rowan Williams, from this contemplative passage on the riches of the Lord's prayer clearly shows he allows the Spirit to come through his thinking on many of these issues.
I believe if you go into an Anglican church where he is preaching some measure of the Spirit of God will be manifest, or tangibly felt. But you know what? My Christians friends were staggered how much of the Presence of God came through when they were invited to participate in a friend's Jewish wedding. And my atheist English teacher preached two assemblies on the weird "God" effect he had experienced as he visited the "Wailing Wall" in Jerusalem way back in 1971.

But I want to use the Anglican Church as an example of extreme disobedience according to the very express instructions of scripture, plus years lived in Spirit led churches in Britain (4), in France (2) and in Germany (1).
Jesus could not have been clearer to the woman at the well. "The time is coming and now is when ....all who worship Me will worship in Spirit and in truth."
Now all my Christian life all the Anglicans who do not know the Spirit Baptism as a genuine ongoing experience, all to a man and woman, twist scripture to their own experience, and their experience is like Rowan Williams, that of restricting the movement of the Holy Spirit to their still controlling main faculty : namely their conscious mind, their step by step thinking part of their brain. Never mind that still leaning on, basing yourself on, trusting in your own insight is DIRECTLY and clearly pronounced as wrong in Proverbs 3:5-6, they for their whole lives fight tooth and nail to make their little stand with their flag based on their intellectual posture.
In Job 38, after 37 chapters of  the most intense suffering, Job has a direct encounter with God. But this is a God who directly confronts Job at his main stronghold. This is the hidden area underneath all his responses to his friends, most of whom were hugely off the point anyway. As I've said in the middle area of the Lord's prayer, this is our actual operating system. This is where we are not "seeing" God. In order for our bellies to flow with living water, God has to address these hidden blockages and strongholds. The truth is God's Kingdom is not fully come, where one of these strongholds lies embedded within the last person on Earth. These strongholds are the tentpegs that the devil uses to maintain the whole canopy of his kingdom over the whole earth. These are very much the target area of a mature Body moving in Ephesians 6 armour.

God is not in the least bit interested in any of Rowan Williams excuses as to why he maintains the Anglican Church according to his own particular preference for living from the Intellect.This is a stronghold. We don't reason ourselves up to the Kingdom. We do not pick up the next Holy Spirit instruction primarily through our intellect. We connect with the Living God on our insides. God has declared through Jesus exactly what our worship looks like. It is worship in Spirit and Truth. The Belt of Truth that we gird ourselves with is around where we most sense where our spirit is, in our middle parts, we dont wear the belt around our forehead like a pirate patch!.
The only agent of the Godhead currently instructed with the sole task of preparing the Bride is the Holy Spirit. Not Jesus. Not the Father. How can He do this if we as a Church are ignoring Him? Are refusing to be baptised in this Spirit?
Romans 8:14 is very explicit : For all who are led by the Spirit of God, these are the sons of God. Nobody else.
Rowan Williams openly encourages the support of a liturgical structure that opposes all those legitimate sons of God who visit English churches every Sunday that do  (as it says in 1 Corinthians 12, ) have a "hatha". Each one hatha scripture,a song, a hymn, a teaching, a prophecy....whatever. The liturgy prevents and blocks the natural move of God in a church every Sunday, every week of the year. There is no other description of church meetings, apart from brief instructions of the types of prayers that should be offered elsewhere in the letters. With such a simple single instruction, you would have thought that people as intellectual as Rowan Williams would be able to carry it out. But no, defiantly, each week, he supports the continual offense of the Holy Spirit.
The Body is fitly joined by that which every joint supplies. This is as true in meetings as in Body life through the week. Everytime the liturgy is used, imagine a bit less blood circulating. Imagine people having to amputate limbs because those limbs did not have adequate blood.

Or think of Anglicans and liturgy, however doctrinally correct the words are, as a bunch of people announcing they are going in to have a swim in the sea each week. But instead, they roll up their trousers Monty Python style and only paddle five feet away from the shore. Imagine people laughing at them. "That's not swimming. Why don't you put your trunks on and come right in? Let the sea support you! You know.....swimming!!!"
Liturgy isn't swimming. You can't say,"the Holy Spirit is leading us to say the same words each week." You haven't lost control. Your feet are still on the sand. You aren't swimming at all. You fraudsters! You are not being led by the Spirit! So according to Romans 8:14 above, you know what that means?
Rowan Williams just runs a collection of synagogues. He instals one rabbi per service, who only has to know procedure and be able to concoct a homily, plus various other social services in the week, and for this they are salaried all the way into a retirement. Other than training for layleaders and lay preaching, others who have choir skills, and floral arranging, there is no real question of reproducing other believers as Christ as them to take their place. This would only hinder the structure. The job for life pyramid created underneath  each vicar would only be upset if other ministries matured. Rowan Williams actually supports a whole infrastructure that hinders growth, and stops the spread of Christianity in Britain.

My wife Christine, my son and I have just returned from a quiet secluded area of tarmac where Ben was getting the hang of bike riding. Now imagine if we had done this on the main island road on and off Hayling Island.   Holy Spirit meetings are in the same way the safe place where people learn to "balance on a bike". Where they learn to take those initial steps following the Spirit, and  once confident He leads them out into to learn Spirit- living in their environments.
Rowan Williams does allow Holy Spirit churches, but does nothing to promote them, or to make clear that this is the only designated way according to scriptures, to learn the way of the Spirit.

Christine has found out in her nursing placements that the most proactive teachers of nursing students are army nurses. These fully trained nurses can be sent anywhere at anytime. One  week they are off in a helicopter fetching back the wounded from anywhere in the world. The next week they are caring for these wounded in Hedley Court ,Surrey. Another week they are in our local hospitals. They live each day with purpose. Army training is all about passing that training on, over and over. Army nurses reason that any second longer that a new nurse remains ignorant about a procedure , is a second robbed from her usefulness in a crisis.

Rowan Williams certainly is not military service minded. In view of the faith crisis in Britain, where the Anglican choice is simple:  a choice between running good Jewish synagogue services that Anglicans enjoy, or listening acutely to the Holy Spirit to install every feature of the gospel listed in the scriptures, so that Britain may be won for Christ, Rowan adopts the former every time. He has been head of the largest church structure in Britain now for many years and still has no intention of following Christ according to His ways.The intellect is the way the Spirit is forced to meet Rowan, when the first commandment , to love God with all our heart, our soul,our strength, our mind shows the totality of the Spirit invasion God wants to accomplish in us that the term LORD not ring like a hollow tolling bell. LORD means every loose and fixed part of our being!!!
Our Father, which art in heaven.....HOLY,unutterably HOLY is Your Name. Much more holy than an Anglican service. Much more holy than an Anglican minister trained only in the mind, and never taught grace, and the Person of God made available in a love reltionship through the Holy Spirit. Instead of passing on the power of grace, Anglican ministries reproduce their own ignorance Sunday by Sunday, further paralyzing the country spiritually. Our own school vicar spent his midweeks away from Amersham up north grouse shooting. The poor guy didn't have a clue, and reproduced his cluelessness throughout our school of 700 boys, many of whom would never have been in, nor seen a real church gathering in their lives. And this is how the British are raised.
But as ever, if the two main wakeup calls in the Anglican Church of the early charismatic movement through Michael Harper and Graham Pulkingham, followed by Holy Trinity Brompton and the Alpha Courses in the 80s, still fail to bring fruit, truly the same scriptural pattern will always follow, the bread the children refuse will be shared among the outsider, that "every mouth be stopped". The Lord's prayer prayed both in earnest, and in remote-control throughout two millennia will still be answered.
 But not necessarily among those who prayed.

The New Covenant Church, the one in Acts,even this seed too had to fall in the ground and over centuries die, reach a near total death-knell in 1400s Catholicism, only to turn a corner in Luther and rise ever higher since then. Why? Though the church was instantly born from on high in Acts, it contained within it also seeds of Old Covenant Jewish behaviour, so both had to go into the ground, for there is only ONE LIFE FORM that survives death.

Or put in another analogy, there is only one Church form that is totally safe. The Church that is continually born from above. Our Father who art in heaven. We have a City that comes down from above.

The night that Jacob slept on his stone pillow is a wakeup call to us. It should tell us all we need to know about church. He said  in Genesis 28: 16 and 17 "Surely the Lord is in this place, and I did not know it." and "How awesome is this place! This is none other than the house of God, this is the gate of heaven."
The place wasn't special. God doesn't need a special place, he requires open hearts. As each Spirit meeting soon proves to our senses dulled from alien environments, the Presence of God is then revealed, made tangible, but the only thing that changed was we became aware of it. Reminding ourselves of where we are actually permanently positioned, in the heavenlies in Christ, we find God's glory has always been here in the earth. Our separation delusions dull our spiritual eyes. God is giving us salve that we might see God only and have but a single eye.

Holy Spirit Come To Us from" Early Harvest Double CD." A Double Song track reworked for four part a capella singing and sung in the "wet corner" of Chichester Cathedral with their choir under Alan Thurlow. You are listening to a thousand pounds!!Recent photos of Chichester Cathedral.

Sunday, 2 November 2008

Havant,Parchment,Signing the register

Pictures and impressions that have both local and international resonance.
The purpose of this blog as a whole is not to share my own life , nor share details about my local church.

Its specific purpose is to share prophetically and by means of Bible teaching and revelation where the Body is heading. In my first post I said I needed room, more room than Dan's comment section, to systematically explore every thread and basis for a "third level" of growth.
Both corporately and individually.
You have seen that I am building off decades of revelation in the lives of many notable saints and forerunners. The Norman Grubbs, the Ern Baxters, the Ed Millers. You have also seen that from an intellectual, left-brain approach, I have not been that systematic. So, think of this a bit like the gospel of John, or some of St Paul's stuff....where the system is more thematic. Also, please respect that the most systematic description so far has been written down for us already in "Yes,Iam",Norman Grubb's last book.
I neither have permission to copy this out verbatim, nor would I wish to take away from Zerubbabel's bookstore, mentioned in the links section.
Today,however, I want to speak about some more personal and local stuff because I believe at least some of it will be relevant on a larger scale.
I refer to the Key of David meetings.
The church I attend was formed under Peter and Mariette Stott nearly 30 years ago. As they both were used farther afield, in Europe, especially Spain, also South America and America, the day to day church runnings were then managed by a good team ministry under the pastors John and Wendy Wilbraham.
A while ago, Peter felt to run "Key of David" meetings to which anybody could come. These sort of meetings are appearing the world over as the Holy Spirit directs. Locally, they are known as Key of David meetings...but many around the world would use lots of other titles. Peter has been in many. It was in such a meeting in the UK, known as "the Well" that he first met Todd Bentley.
Key of David meetings have no agenda. They come from King David's phrase "One thing I seek, to dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life." The meetings centre on this seeking of God. With or without music,with or without teaching,maybe in total stillness prostrate on the floor, maybe dancing your socks off in violent praise.....in whatever form..waiting on God.

In 1973, when God led a few of us in Amersham into something similar...ostensibly to train up a local prophet...the teaching God used was from Psalm123:32
Behold, as the eyes of (C)servants look to the hand of their master,
As the eyes of a maid to the hand of her mistress,
So our (D)eyes look to the LORD our God,
Until He is gracious to us.
ie unless you are ready, willing and concentrated on the slightest flick of your master's hand, you will have no clue as to what he wants you to do.
And just as for us in the early 70s during these little meetings God was revealing huge swathes of revelation concerning
The Release of the Spirit
Discipleship
The Vision of the Triumphant Church
which then came out internationally 2-3 years later as taught by people such as Juan Carlos Ortiz and Ern Baxter;
So now, in these Key of David meetings, many of the bigger themes on an international scale are coming first as a "cloud no bigger than a man's hand" in these sessions.
One of these things was the 3-fold nature of Revelation 3:20 'Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door,
1.I will come in to him and
2.will dine with him,
3.and he with Me. "
I had never noticed this before and certainly not in a 1st level 2nd level 3rd level context.
I felt this applicable to us all in the charismatic movement....but I really felt it for a couple I shall not name. Here was a couple...(incidentally the same man who refused to take the 3rd level message tape into his hand 16 years ago....he reached out for it...then at the last minute withdrew his hand quickly. It was a really odd moment. He'd just prophesied over me that just as I was restoring a grand piano project, I would be a concert instrument before many people. So on the one hand prophecying, on the other, destroying any chance of it taking place. Torture.)
Anyhow this couple is representative of a generation that have asked Jesus in, that have let Him eat them out of house and home, and to whom God was now saying "Right. How would you like to come back to My place?"

This changed in the May Conference to the Father saying it. "Come back to My Place for tea."
And sure enough...that was also the burden of RiverCAMP through Mark Stibbe's messages.
Also through a ministry later in Shaftsbury, John and Wendy told me.
Another two of the Key of David themes , also taken up in Peter and Mariette's recent ministry...for example in Paduka, Kentucky....is one of legitimacy. Peter preached on this in the May Conference here...and more recently "shame" taken from Adam and Eve hiding.
I want to explore this because of last night's Key of David meeting.
It was outwardly quite a subdued meeting, but this was strongly contrasted by the deep sense of the Lord's Presence. And the worship and adoration. And the sense of looking into the face of Jesus.
Just about the time I was getting impressions that were the Kingdom equivalent of Dr Who's tardis....and science fiction portals and worm-holes....
translated, that is the sense of Jacob thinking he was in the middle of nowhere, with a stone for a pillow ...next he is having a dream as inGenesis28:12(S)He had a dream, and behold, a ladder was set on the earth with its top reaching to heaven; and behold, (T)the angels of God were ascending and descending on it.Then in verse 17 "How awesome is this place! This is none other than the house of God, and this is the gate of heaven."

And I was feeling all this about our little Havant. Just at that moment...I think at a point of high praise...Peter blurted out verse 17 as above.
And how often is that true of us in our little anonymous places all over the world. Like Ruth, (as in Book of Ruth)we literally sell all in various ways, only to find ourselves being woven into God's history of the world.

This is particularly true of Havant. Only notable as the former centre for Kenwood, Vogue Butterick patterns, Goodmans speakers,Scalextric, and Tam Brands (Tampax).


You know, not many in the Kingdom have Phd's like Mark Stibbe and Brad Jersak. But many move from humble surroundings to achieve doctorate status later. One such local lady pastor researched Havant's history and saw prophetic parallels. Havant's history revolves around it having the largest amount of naturally occurring artesian wells in the UK...22 or so.

The water is old water as in old and deep water so pure that Havant developed into a centre for extremely pure and high quality parchment. Parchment so fine that it was the choice for the writing of the Magna Carta.(1215) and last century for the Treaty of Versailles.

This is all extremely prophetically charged stuff for the nature of the church God is building here. And last night I saw more, which ties these strands together with what God is currently doing worldwide too.
In the more subdued setting of the worship. Subdued in volume...not subdued in Presence..

I felt I was present watching the signing of a wedding Registry Book, in the same way that this generally takes place to a background setting of music.


This registry book was the one officially and legally describing the marriage of Jesus and His Bride. In a local sense, there was an important resonance with it being signed on Havant Parchment....but this is for us locally...and again showing that our little church has a certain position and importance that goes beyond what you would assume for its size.

But opening out in scale....

you can see what the Holy Spirit is doing in the greater Body too right now.

He is setting on parchment for all to see


Our total legitimacy to be heirs of Christ as in Ephesians and Colossians and Romans

Our total legitimacy to be declared a race of co-sons as preached by Rob Rufus, Mark Stibbe, Peter Stott and simultaneous innumerable others

Therefore the total and legal declaration of the Abolition of the Shame we inherited in the Garden

A parchment set out before the principalities and powers, before any other claimants false or real on our lives. (Ruth had to go through this process before legally being able to marry Boaz. Is this not what has been going on with the New Covenant since it began? And it has passed through false claimants hands (the structured man-made church who tried to make it back into an old Covenant concern again)


The Body has never really known its legitimacy. And out of this lack of knowledge has moved in all sorts of falsified versions of legitimacy. But now is the time for this parchment to be brought out, with all the correct signatures, Father, Son and Holy Spirit
saints without number from beyond the grave
angel hosts.


I believe this is the gist of what Lydia Joy is trying to say here. I myself don't have any problem with the phrase "convicted by the Holy Spirit"...but it is more like Rob Rufus described recently when on 080808 Jesus came into his room. The thing is, as Peter shared this morning if shame has been dealt with at our deepest levels....the Holy Spirit's negatives do not have the same sting...in fact they are somehow filled with honour...

because God, the God of the Universe wants to interact with me....He loves me enough to tell me off but also as Lydia would say...point us in the right direction.


If you read the last chapters of Job you can see the same thing going on. God is economical in His acts. He does a whole host of things at many levels simultaneously. With Job, we are often told about how it was the Devil putting up the challenge in the first chapter...totally unseen by the human world...only to be totally proved wrong through Job's refusal to curse God. Actually there was something else going on too. There was some "independent self " thinking going on with Job, and you can read for yourself how God firmly, but graciously, and again in a totally honoring way,

says nevertheless " Job, kid, where were you when I set the whole kit up then!!!"


We need that. We need to know...to really know in our very fibres...that without Him we are nothing..........


But then we need to know as the Parchment tells us

Christ is now our life

Christ in us is the hope of glory

We can now do all things through Christ who strengthens us

It is not I who live , but Christ who lives in me

There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.


While we are still hugging our proud and lofty speculations about being

successful or unsuccessful independent "lone " me's in the universe

we are hugging shame to ourselves


the shame, as Peter Stott was sharing, of being either over-projecting selves, to counteract the inner feeling of worthlessness,

or the shame of being the blushing buffoon who lacks confidence in many situations....as Saul first was when Samuel found him hiding in the baggage.


Dan was sharing about his feelings and fighting self-harm.....well if he can also start to withdraw from the fight....and see the Parchment declaration.....he should start to see that it is only

independent thinking that would drive him depressionwards.


Not that depression is not real....it's just that with any of the devil's stuff...(Since by the way, the devil is the Biggest Manic depressive ...he is the one with the biggest Bipolar condition...and really all we are doing is joining him in his condition)

whereas Christ is Hope.

His very Life lived through us is Hope. If by dying, Jesus nailed our manic depressed life to the cross, and plunged us into Him in a real baptism into His death and resurrection....it is accurate that we don't live this independant lie anymore....it's Jesus living His life through me.

Just as believing on Him for forgiveness was a step into the unknown

Just as receiving the Baptism in the Spirit was a step out on scriptures into the unknown, but richly rewarded

So it is into the 3rd Level....


It is cold. It is calculated. From the view of our former manner of life it is brutal. But when we are desperate enough, as I was....we say

OK Jesus. I believe your Word. It was not me that was doing all these things...although it suited my pride to believe that I as an independent being chose it all...like Romans 7 says...it was "never just me".....since I ,as a self-running being, is an impossibility....


I See....at last....it was SIN in me. This god-delusion thing of me running my own life has only led me into darkness, self-hatred and sin.....which is what You wanted me to see


so that now I can choose You. You are my Life. You don't get depressed. You may get aggrieved, as when John the Baptist was beheaded...but You don't drop into depression as a life pattern.

Therefore, coldly, as I chose You for salvation, totally based on Your Word...with not necessarily much feeling, I say now

The life I now live is YOU. And if I am tempted into sin, then it is me slipping back into "Just me" territory, and I will turn around and again begin believing Your Life in me.

I have no independent life, and since the Cross, on the new Marriage Parchment you have legitimately declared that my Life is now You as lived through MY SOUL

as lived through MY BODY.


My soul is OK and being renewed daily by your Spirit battery coming through it.

I do not need to be someone else. I only need to recognise that new SOMEBODY which is Christ living through me. Help me as I learn it, in the same way you taught me how to do Spirit-filled meetings. Do not let me bow to pressure to be someone different. I am me. And what you are currently doing through me is sufficient. As I believe you for more gifting, it is based on your Word, and not on some deluded self-effort thing as "an alone me".


Amen. This stuff works. And later, you may even be allowed to go to meetings and take them over for the glory of God! But for now learn how to pour out muesli into a bowl as Christ as you.

There are many testimonies of people with all manner of psychological stuff making this step in the oldest Intercessor magazines. Unfortunately only Vol 9 is now available - the latest ones containing little or no testimony.


Bring on the Body!