Showing posts with label fall under power of the Spirit. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fall under power of the Spirit. Show all posts

Monday, 26 November 2012

On spirit and the Secular Goldfishbowl

The demonic exercise of the control of the world populations doesn't seem to have changed much. Using different terminologies and different ideals and principles the framework is pretty standard. They rule through pyramid control. Because "the earth is given to man" they are restricted by the fact that they must have a nucleus who willingly and knowingly give themselves to their control. 

The rest who are locked in the leftbrain, are just minions in layers of the lower pyramid. Typically each village would have a Shaman who would exercise spiritual dominion throughout the society. The gospel is complete anathema since it says the whole human race is spirit, and can be equally in touch with the Creator who is Spirit. This is the last thing the demonic world want humans to realise, so using their people in all key areas, they have created this "beautiful almost watertight lie" that we are soul, living entirely from the leftbrain, only accessing that which our five material senses can access. But through the demonic control of the top of the pyramid, the whole secular structure can be gradually moved by stealth into complete Luciferian rule, while everyone is spiritually fast asleep. Drastic forms have already been rehearsed under 1800s Austrian police state, then Communism and Fascism, and Pol Pot's Cambodia. The effects of essential spiritual meaningless particularly after 70 years on the male population in Russia has been socialistic institutionalism , destruction of self- initiative, demasculinisation, and huge alcohol dependency. 
The bluff of the ages is largely twofold : that the nature of struggle is not twofold...Light v Darkness and to hide that fact by saying all root causes and human management is at soul level...hence secularism presents reality as an innumerable set of soul level struggles all vying for importance.


In Britain the pre-programming of schoolchildren through cadet schemes and Cubs and Scouts, and the Anglican Church, coupled with the hiding of the German nature of royalty, meant that by the time of Kitchener's poster, millions were ready to be gunned down by machine guns in the first world war. This and all the outcomes of Communism and the second World war created atheist disillusionment on a bigger scale than at any time in history. The natural belief level, even in fallen man, seems to remain at a fairly constant 70%belief level, but demonic control of the earth scored a direct hit, especially on the whole of the remaining Jewish population. Any time a generation strayed too far into spiritual territory of their own accord, and without Luciferian guidance, this could not be permitted in case humans find the reality of how the world is structured. Tavistock mindcontrol deliberately targeted the disaffected new youth culture of the 60s by flooding Woodstock with free drugs and preventing American police from making a single arrest all weekend. Many of the rest of the youth were deliberately damaged psychologically in the Vietnamese Conflict which was a complete demonically inspired construct, which achieved its aims.
By locking people in general life into leftbrain living, a leftbrain line of authoritarian control can be established that has been determined in Milgrams White Coat experiments, looking into how easy it was to create Auschwitz type conditions of people control and torture. None of this is possible with people who are mature in the Spirit, since these live from their insides, and ever since the Bible demonic control has sought to kill these before they exercise too much influence. Madame Guyon was burned at the stake by the Roman Catholic church she was a part of.
Marriages and most other types of breakdown do NOT occur because of soul level struggles....they occur because of sin which is caused and felt at spirit level...otherwise they wouldn't be nearly so offensive. Genuine soul level mistakes have no more impact than kids learning to walk by falling over...it's all the learning process and completely neutral.
 Analysis of a water tight lie :banning preaching in schools.
Definition of a watertight lie. This is an out and out lie that camouflages itself by appearing perfectly logical in an artificially bounded leftbrain framework.
Parallel example : Because a fishbowl contains water and that is all the goldfish knows, you then announce to the goldfish that all water is freshwater, in other words there is

no such thing as seawater. The fish doesn't need to know there is seawater. It's going to spend its life in a goldfishbowl, and anyway it's a freshwater fish.
So lets look at the ban on preaching in schools. Secularism states there is no such thing as spirit. Speech can either be drily and factually spoken. Dramatically spoken with emotion, or sung.

Possibly the only form of inspired or spirit speech a child will ever hear in his entire school life will be that of Martin Luther King : I have a Dream. Subtext. He is black. Their culture is like that. And for spiritual, because this is secular education, this is read as emotive speech instead anyway.
True Spirit speech is spoken by 3rd levellers who have reached a Father stage of maturity. Their speech is "tagged" underneath the articulation with Spirit. Teaching is the passing on of facts using speech. Preaching is the passing on of a Person (Jesus Christ), the Fire of God,Spirit, by means of speech. It is below/above the level of emotion or leftbrain meaning. By means of preaching people catch fire, they catch faith, they are caught up in a relationship with God.Not for nothing ENTHUSIASM = en theos or GOD INSIDE.

Jesus did a soul level mistake and so did St Paul both in courtroom situations because they did not know who was addressing them. The people addressing them ascribed these mistakes as "sin" but they were soul mistakes....and neutral.

Like for the goldfish, secularism provides a goldfishbowl: The leftbrain boundaries of the five senses which are called rational, because you can sense them. I can sense alcoholism, mind you,but that doesn't make it rational. This is a most peculiar definition. Forty years ago when our generation were deemed nuts, for calling into being all the new churches which you see in every town and city, because they couldn't see them, they said "You're nuts". At the time we had left our denominations and were meeting in rooms in houses. But what we were calling forth by faith was proper mature churches....it's just they hadn't arrived yet.
When Einstein dreamed of his thought experiments....nobody could then see all the inventions that have since resulted from his thinking and his maths...but that never meant they weren't rational. This is the stupid nature of a secular fool trying to devise education in their mould. Or worse....it is a demonic stranglehold on every school in the west, to prevent a child ever hearing the reality of God embedded by Spirit in the "folly of preaching". (God through Paul uses the phrase the folly of preaching, because it is spiritually discerned. You've got to have the Holy Spirit to really appreciate what it's going on about.)

They are all told there is no seawater. And the entire structure of academics is built round the leftbrain articulation of facts already known, by which exams are structured pretty well parrotfashion.
Particularly in science, but also in the arts, Luciferian facts are parroted back, many of which have dubious basis, but the best pupils are taken to develop the Luciferian systems of the future according to strict hamster wheel settings, lest they ever discover the whole picture that they are helping to form.
A Spirit person asks questions. Asks why Lucifer has to be in control? Asks why David Spangler, the spiritual advisor to the United Nations via lucistrust .org(formerly overtly LuciferTrust)should say no one can enter the New World Order without agreeing to serve Lucifer. This is the real "unbounded" reason preaching is not allowed in schools. lest people come out of their waking dream of thinking that secularism is real.
Sin does not originate in the soul, sin is a spirit level phenomenon. That is why secular living is so two faced. When they want they ascribe soul mistakes or mistakes they deem as non PC from their arbitrary laws as sin, but things which are actual sin, such as the rape of John Affleck in a children's home at 14, they acquit the perpetrator, and imprison the victim for losing his temper. This is how "secular" people behave.


There are blurred edges in secularism which cannot be passed off because they are too universal, so in typical "awkward facts" fashion, they are hardly discussed because they so easily start to chip away at the lie that secularism is. The secular lie is that we are just five senses ruled by a consciousness which is soul positioned somewhere in the electrical impulses of our brain mass. That these
things per se are true, nobody is contradicting. But mothers know other things too. They KNOW even when their five senses cannot tell them, when their child is in trouble in a completely different location. People often know when their job is on the line, even when nobody has acted any differently at all. People often know ahead of time when they are about to get married, even when a partner is nowhere in sight. People often know, even when still in apparent health when their death is imminent. People often know when nothing at all is visible, that behind the scenes politicians are meddling for gain or profit.People know instinctively, even when leaders protest otherwise, when their freedoms are being slowly and invisibly eroded. These are just every day experiences.
But then there are things like Reiki and so called spirit healing. These, Spirit-filled Christians maintain are spiritual principles that if anything have been usurped and removed from their Divine settings. John G Lake, an early modern pioneer in Christian healing, developed a sensitivity that just by passing his hand over a body he could determine which organ needed healing and from what. He appointed scientists to look through a microscope and watch bacteria die as he laid hands on people. USA records listed his city of Spokane statistically as the healthiest place in the whole of the USA.
Spirit picks up the hidden motivations of people's hearts. Spirit listens in on conversations that are damaging. Prophets in the Old Testament and today hear the secret conversations of Kings and rulers. Bob Frost was given President Clinton's phone number.
Spirit doesn't recognise geographical limitation. Terry Law was in America, when suddenly he found himself preaching in a Russian Church. John G Lake again was in South Africa when he was taken one night to pray for a woman in a Welsh cottage who was sick.
Churches in the Siberian woods during the time of Communist rule relied on the Spirit to know both the time and place of meeting. This type of gathering was impossible to penetrate.
People scorn Benny Hinn, but even I, some 5 to 6 rows back was in one of those waves of the Spirit's power that knock you all clean to the floor like rows of dominoes.
Even I have experienced pointing at a woman having an epileptic fit, and instantly an electricity passed through me, she keeled over. and came round after sleeping, two hours later totally and clinically registered as healed. The atheist French Government gave her her driving license back a year later.
In the spiritual realm, under the anointing of the Spirit, we speak the word and either within a short period they occur, or within a short period circumstances which set in train a longer period of fulfilment occur. Jesus said That which is bound on earth shall have been bound in heaven, and that which is loosed on earth shall have been loosed in heaven. Normal leftbrain speech does not achieve this. This is faith that comes from spiritual hearing, but the hearing mechanism is only created through hearing preaching of the Word, or repeated contemplation of the Word of God, or sudden revelation of the Word of God...which can happen just as easily in a church as in the bath, or driving. That which we "see" on our insides will come to pass. Paul McCartney was always told off in school for looking out of the window and daydreaming. His teacher said, "You will amount to nothing". This was said with the then current leftbrain understanding of how the world works, but the "world of spirit and seeing" controls the world that we see, and with Paul McCartney the rest is history. His "seeing" came to pass.

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Wednesday, 23 June 2010

Barbara Rogerson finds her new identity and experiences new anointing



I'd like to share more from Barbara Rogerson's life story.The previous chapter describing the pioneering house churches in the 70s is here.

Real stories are always best. The problem with "charismatic stories" is that while the spiritual experiences are usually real enough, the very real context....in fact I would say the whole reason we live our lives in this kind of universe...is simply glossed over.

I see this even more since Rich Novek's posts last month.
Barbara's whole story to date can be found in 23 chapters
here. Simply go to her archives on the right and click on My Story and you will get all 23 chapters in reverse order.___________________

MY STORY Chapter 14 by Barbara Rogerson - From Darkness to LightDuring the time timescale of the last chapter there were a couple of significant times of enlightenment that began to make a difference in my life. The first came in 1982 at a time when I felt so inadequate and depressed. I was looking out of my bedroom window when I saw a lady from my church walking down the street looking so happy and ‘together’ and striding out with great confidence. It had an immediate affect on me, why could I not be like that? I now know that I was only seeing at the appearance level, but at that point I just sank to my knees and cried out to God. I suddenly realised that my dialogue with God was coming out as a poem. The poem has since been a help to me and many others and was later published as an “editor’s choice” in a book of poems called “Praised Voices”.

THE MIND OF GOD

O my God, why do you leave me in despair and desolation?
When all around is seemingly glory and triumph
The very essence of life appears and disappears
As though they were just puppets, on a string
You mock me, You tantalise me, You hide your face.
Is it a game that you are playing?

Child, you have forgotten your prayers of yesteryear
What, me give up the things I hold so dear?
Lord, you know I want to change
But, how can You and I achieve the impossible?
It only seemed impossible to you
Because you did not have My infinite mind.

Remember the prayers that went unanswered at the time
The prayers you prayed that were impossible for me
For had I answered in the way that you had wished
Those other prayers of yours, the most important ones
Would have vanished like a vapour in the sea
And never would have brought you the life you long to see.

My love for you is more than just a fleeting feeling
To lose you would have been too great a price to pay
Your suffering has been your greatest treasure
To keep you close to me so come what may
THE MIND OF GOD WILL BE INSTILLED WITHIN YOU
So that you can live the life for which you pray.

Barbara Rogerson 1982

I continued to seek God and for a long time spent many night hours unable to sleep. I was getting more desperate and as written in the closing lines of the last chapter, I came to the point where I felt that nothing was working, God didn’t seem to care and it was too hard to go on living like this another day. I told God in the middle of the night that I was finished, I was giving up. Whereas to me it felt like the end, it was really the beginning of some new enlightenment on my journey. I clearly heard God say, “That’s all I have ever wanted of you, for you to give up your self effort and striving and allow me to be your life” He told me I was dead and it was only His life in me that would make a difference. I ran upstairs, woke Alan and said “I am dead, God’s told me I am dead!” Alan’s reaction in his sleepy state was to say “Oh! Yeah” and turned over and went back to sleep. I was excited for the first time in months and knew that something significant was happening, even though at that time I did not understand the living out of this revelation. I said to God, “I will not do another thing until I know that it is You doing it”.

On a practical level all I knew to do was give up all my activities and I stopped going to meetings and just waited on God. Initially I stayed in bed for two days as I did not know how else to stop, or what to do next. It looked like a breakdown but it was God’s way of getting me quiet. One enlightened preacher came to visit me and prophesied that as I came to the end of myself God would use my experiences to help others. This meant nothing to me at the time.

Our fellowship had grown quite large by now and we had been involved and deeply committed for 10 years. However this was also the time when there were many splits and breakaways in the house church movement worldwide and ours was no exception. We were pioneering, it was a time of learning and mistakes were made, particularly in the area of shepherding. I need to say that our then leader has since publicly acknowledged the mistakes while also recognising the good and positive that came out of this time. I know that God uses everything and nothing in our experience is ever wasted. All is a growing process. We felt that we needed to break away and see what God was saying to us personally.

We were for some time alone and without ‘formal’ fellowship but this was the time when God started to make Himself real to us in a new way and also the time when I started to really listen. A very simple lesson came one day when sitting reading in the garden. I was reading the book “Rees Howells – Intercessor” and began to think that I could never do what Rees Howells had done and the old condemnation soon reared it’s head. God clearly said, “I’m not asking you to do that at this moment, you only need to do what I ask you to do.”

One day we planned a visit to a preacher/friend of ours who lived about 2 hours drive away. On the day all my old fears came back as I started to think about the journey and we left late as I had spent so much time in the bathroom due to anxiety. We eventually made it to our friends house only to find he was in a similar situation being a very anxious and nervous individual himself. When we both shared how we were feeling and why he insisted that it was all an attack of Satan. I did not enjoy my day and when we arrived home late at night I fell into bed feeling as defeated as ever.

The next morning I was standing at my kitchen sink thinking that if Satan had such power to paralyze me and wreck my day, what chance did I have of fighting this. I would always lose. Suddenly the light came on and God said, “You are not meant to fight, you are meant to believe” He that is in you is greater than he that is in the world, 1 John 4:4. Here were Scriptures I had read all my life being made real. Yes, all I was meant to do was believe the truth. The truth that the only power that the enemy had over me was the power that I gave to him through my wrong believing. For me it was a revelation. I then began to see that I was not a depressed person, that I had the Creator of the universe living in me. I might feel depressed but that was not my identity. My identity was Christ in this earthen vessel.

I asked God right there, “ OK, how does this relate to right now?” I was still feeling depressed. God’s answer was to tell me to just do the next thing which happened to be clearing the dishes. In asking again, it was to make the beds. I lived like this for the whole day, taking one step at a time and trusting the next moment to God. I chose to stop seeing myself as a depressed, inadequate and defeated person and started to trust God in a new way no matter how I felt or how it looked. He showed me how to take one step at a time, just doing the next thing. I’m sure it would seem very elemental to some, but for me, having struggled in my own strength for decades I learned a lot in those days. As I stopped the self effort struggling and just listened to God He continued to show me through the very mundane activities of life.

One day I heard of an acquaintance who was feeling very low and depressed and I felt to go and visit her. I arrived on her doorstep and felt dumb. All I managed to say was, “Hi! I hear you are feeling bad and I just wanted to tell you that I care.” On the way home after a cup of tea and a chat I felt frustrated when all the things I could have said to her came flooding into my mind and as I questioned God as to why He said “I only asked you to go, and you did, you can share that with her next time”. God was showing me the difference between relying on Him and self effort. I was wanting to run ahead of God and do His work for Him. He knows what is needed and unless we are listening to Him we don’t.

Very soon we had a small group of friends meeting in our home for fellowship and God started bringing various ministry teachers into my life who confirmed all that God was showing me. This was not overnight but over a couple of years. This brought increased healing as I began to believe Galations 2:20 “I have been crucified with Christ, but it is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me, and the life which I now live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God who loved me and gave Himself for me”.

We will see in future chapters the difference this made in my life. During this time there were some dramatic and distressing events in my extended family but they will have to wait until the next chapter.
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MY STORY by Barbara Rogerson - Chapter 22 - A Moving of the Spirit
During the 90’s there was a very strong influence on many people and churches across the world, namely the “Toronto Blessing”. We were not involved with this as God had us focused on the direction that He had given to us at that time.

It became so widespread, affecting churches and groups of all denominations, congregations, leaders, pastors and vicars alike, young and old, that I began to seek God as to whether we were missing out through not being involved. There were people that thought we were. The ‘blessing’ appeared to be an outer experience but those involved said that they were much more in touch with God and renewed in their spiritual walk and it had increased their hunger for God. I could not deny that God was doing something and He was certainly getting people’s attention and giving them a sign of His power. I had been very involved in the early days of the Charismatic renewal in the 60’s so it was not entirely new to me, but those days were on a much smaller scale as people did not travel like they do now. I did know that I did not have to be actively involved in this ‘blessing’ in order to experience the by-products as I believe that in God we live and move and have our very being. I know that trusting His life in me would bring me into all that God had and desired for me. I know that His life brings us into a day in, day out lived out life of constancy in the Holy Spirit where ‘blessing’ takes on a whole new meaning as Jesus Christ through us strives to see Himself formed in all of created beings. Do hear my heart, I am not in any way speaking out against the “Toronto Blessing” but sharing where I was on my journey at that time.

Moving on in to the new millennium, God proved yet again that we never miss out in this life of faith if we are trusting in Him for He has His times and seasons for everything in our lives.

During the summer of 2001 I was sitting at my computer one day when I received an E-mail from a total stranger who I will call Jenny. Without going into details of the E-mail I wasn’t really sure how it involved me. I replied saying, “Who are you, who do you fellowship with and how did you get my address?” Not friendly at all, in fact I was quite indignant. In that moment I heard God’s voice so clearly it caused me to take notice. I heard God say, “Keep an open mind or you might miss something.” I received a reply from Jenny stating that a ministry package was in the post. Believing that I had heard God speak I was intrigued enough to eagerly await the arrival of the package, but also to know how this person from Ohio had come by my address. I eventually found out that it had come about through Jenny’s contact with a Christian travel agent who knew a friend of mine from the States who had visited with me on a number of occasions. The problem was that my friend who is busy and travels a lot with her own ministry had forgotten to tell me.

It turned out that Jenny was a church pastor and evangelist and she had received a number of prophecies from different sources stating that she would be going to London to minister. The package duly arrived and after being touched and stirred in my spirit when listening to the tapes, I eagerly devoured the accompanying book and could not put it down, finishing it within 24 hours. The only time I have been glad to be stuck in a long traffic jam. I knew that if she was coming to London then I wanted to meet her. Having had nothing more than a word from God and a rising in her spirit, Jenny and her ministry helper, who I will call Joan, had booked on a tour to London where on arrival they were going to part from the tour group, visit some churches and see what God did in the situation. However, due to unforeseen circumstances the tour was cancelled. It was after this event that Jenny contacted the Christian travel agent. Plans had been made for them to stay in a hotel in London and she had made contact with me in the hope that I would go and meet with her giving her a contact in London. I agreed to do this and a date was fixed. This seemed quite easy and straight forward at the time but none of us knew the implications of 9/11.

Jenny and Joan were at the airport waiting for their American Airlines internal flight when the first plane flew into the twin towers in New York City. Needless to say everything was cancelled and nobody knew how long it would be before aircraft would be flying out of the States across the Atlantic again. The priority anyhow was to get stranded people home. As it happened, and obviously after much prayer, the travel agent finally found seats on a plane for about 10 days later. In view of the event money for the hotel stay had been refunded. At this point I suggested to Jenny and Joan that they forget about booking a hotel and come and stay at my house instead. They agreed in amazement as they had never stayed in the house of a stranger before.

I organised various meetings for them both in my home and at various churches that I had contact with. Our Pastor had by then listened to the tapes and the first meeting was in our own church. During ministry time I was prayed for and immediately fell to the floor. Jenny turned and said, “Look at your hands Barbara, they are covered in oil” When I eventually looked, not only was there oil but gold dust too. I had heard of people manifesting gold dust but never oil. It was not something that I had asked for or gone seeking after. I realised in a new way that we cannot put God in a box, He does what He does in spite of us. My husband Alan had the same experience that same evening at a meeting at a friend’s house. We had four meetings that Sunday and the folk at the Russian church which consisted of refugees from the old Soviet Union were really hungry for God and during ministry time they all fell down like dominoes one after the other and most began speaking in tongues. The children fell down too and I knew it was real when I witnessed a baby prayed for and saw his head just fall back on his Mothers shoulder under the power of the Spirit.

I must make it clear that we do not talk about our own personal experience generally but I do so here because it is part of my spiritual journey and was another life changing event. It is not something I can take credit for, or make happen it is down to God. It’s not something I even think about it until it happens and most often it happens during praise and worship times. On asking God why and what it was for in our own lives, for Alan it came as a sign to pray for someone and for me more of a confirmation of something that God had put on my heart, be it a word, a prophecy or to pray for someone. Many times it has just been a confirmation of a real presence of the Spirit. I am glad that I heard God and responded that day just sitting at my computer.

There were 2 incidences shortly after this that I will relate as a picture of how God used this gift. Firstly a Russian Mother asked me if I would pray for her teenage son who was rebelling against God. On agreeing I first wanted to talk to him and ask his permission and on chatting with him it became evident that his studying of science was a hindrance to him believing. I boldly asked him if it would make any difference if God gave him a sign and he said maybe. In faith I held out my hands to him and they were covered in oil and gold dust. He sank to the floor, accepted Jesus as his Saviour and was immediately baptised in the Spirit. God confirmed to me that although the inner life was the most important, outer manifestations do have their place too.

Soon after that I was having coffee in Starbucks when I noticed a family with a very sick looking little girl who looked like she had Leukaemia or something. I suddenly felt pressed to pray for her. In the middle of Starbucks, what was I thinking! Panic rose up and I said to God, “If this is what you want, then give me confirmation”. Suddenly oil appeared on my hands and I knew that there was no turning back. When I approached the Mother she was very sharp with me telling me that her daughter was very sick but I should not worry as it was not catching. I explained that that was not what I was suggesting but I wondered if I could pray for her. She wanted to know who I was and for me it felt like it was getting more difficult by the minute. I told her which church I belonged to and she became very embarrassed and said that she thought that her child would not cope with being prayed for in such a public place. She did however sound very pleased when I asked if she would like my church to pray for her daughter. The following Sunday the whole church prayed for this little girl and I saw that I had been taught another lesson. It was for me to be obedient to God’s promptings and the outcome is entirely His responsibility. I had initially been tempted to think that I had got it all wrong but who knows what seeds were sown. A life of faith is about trusting and believing and taking the next step no matter how small and insignificant it might seem at the time.

So, for the next six years we hosted this lady in our home whenever she came to the UK and organised meetings for her until the time came when I felt that we had connected her up with enough groups and churches for her to be able to make her own arrangements. As far as this story goes I will be wrapping it up and bringing you up to the present day in the next and final chapter. It has been interesting during some of the writing to realise that I have been learning all over again from my own writing. God gives us revelation and then through life experiences causes us to learn to walk in those truths. He changes us from one degree of glory to the next.