Handicapped and Proud of it

......and never ever reproduces

.....people who preach the whole message get sidelined for being heretics.
No.... sucking pacifiers and eating rusks your whole life is heretical! 20 year old babies get named handicapped.
What we have in the Earth isn't Jesus Bride. No after 2000 years we have a super large handicapped baby.


To a Facebook friend
Sheldon I don't care who does it but some apostolic figure somewhere needs to hold the whole church accountable to the Gates message and stop being so ridiculously divided. Evangelicals own Gates 1-5 but despise any further ones. Charismatics try to pretend Gates 3,4 and 5 don't exist and so they preach a warped 6 and 7 Gate centric message missing huge parts of the gospel and the whole of the baby world church doesn't really enter into any of the thirdlevel ones 8,9,10,11 and 12.
It's crazy and the utmost in stupidity. And people who preach the whole message get sidelined for being heretics. No.... sucking pacifiers and eating rusks your whole life is heretical. 20 year old babies get named handicapped.
What we have in the Earth isn't Jesus Bride. No after 2000 years we have a super large handicapped baby.

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The Church pay for mannequins to stand in shop windows for 10% tithe income. Mannequins don't have SEED but the sex is a lot quieter, controllable and seemly.
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God speaking about His true people
My people are hidden beyond the lattice. They have gone out to join the bridegroom who was beyond the lattice.
My beloved is like a gazelle or a young stag.
Behold, he is standing behind our wall,
He is looking through the windows,
He is peering through the lattice.
To a people still looking through grid systems, my people can hardly be discerned, but are hidden. Deliberately.
My people are hidden by a rock of offense, by apparent shame.
Moses slew an Egyptian and had to flee.
Jesus was hidden by apparent though not real shame and was considered a bastard.
Peter addressed the first ever church in the first ever sermon by a Rock of offense.....This Jesus whom you crucified....and 3000 left their offense that day and joined the Way.
Paul was hidden by his shame. Having been instrumental in the death of one of the loveliest first saints and evangelists, namely Stephen, as a new convert nobody would receive him or quite believe what God was doing with him.
Many today are hidden by their own paths into the thirdlevel.
When I spoke through My Son and said "You shall not see Me again until you say blessed is He who comes in the Name of the Lord"
I spoke of the true Son of Man.
You shall not see Me again until you recognise
as Peter recognised,
the existence of the Son of Man in a lowly ex -carpenter...
on such moments of recognition is the Rock of My Church
as at the foundation in Acts 2
as at those who received Paul and My doctrine in him.
I hide, by apparent shame, and by the earthly lattice, My Son, then in turn  My people who are called after His Name
sufficiently long for them to be established in Me and I in them.
Blessed is he who comes in the Name of the Lord
and His Name is Emmanuel, God with us.
Blessed are those who preach
and blessed are those whose feet is shod with the gospel of peace.

From Soul Delusion to Spirit reality

1024 water molecules in a lattice configuration

In Genesis 3, the self-powered soul delusion was created in human experience. It already existed in the fallen angelic order, but now humans had this "way of seeing the world" open to them. "Then were the eyes of Adam and Eve opened." Everything went "front of house". People spoke soul to soul, whereas before they spoke spirit via soul to spirit via soul...or Psalm 42 "Deep calls to deep..." I want you to imagine your soul in this sense as a barrier. A barrier to God and a barrier to each other. It's like your own personal Truman Show bubble, none of which is real, because you are actually a spirit being. Everyone's Truman Show bubbles join together to form the Greek word for system of the world = kosmos. As Ern Baxter says:the world of moral intelligences submitted toSatan's lying reign. A GIANT COLLECTIVE Truman Show bubble.
All problems are dealt with at the soul level, which is a bit like rearranging  deckchairs on the Titanic, while the whole destiny of the ship is actually errrr downward.
Some actually tap into the supernatural from within this bubble. Some experience magic, some go to church, or even experience real answers to prayer. But nothing can be permanent because everything is "front of house". It's not really sorting the root. Because our root isn't really this creation at all. We are scanned across this creation, but when death has done its work, we just simply walk out of the mesh that has held us in place for a few decades. On earth , the body flopping lifeless is called death. But actually spirits just walk out, and a living death has really been our experience throughout our lifetime as testified in our cellular makeup.
When we meet Jesus He speaks Life into our death. He does this not just "front of house" in our soul, He quickens our spirits, old phrase for makes our spirits alive again. 
If we don't understand the phony Truman bubble we are in, if we get religious we start putting a lot of effort into praying for our bubble to be nice. Our family, our car, our house,our grades. The spinoff effect of being renewed in our spirit will tend to be some improvements in these things. But really, the day we met Jesus properly, we nolonger live in the Truman bubble. We nolonger live in a manipulated existence that takes its form somewhere in other people's pyramids. Pyramids of religion. Pyramids of power. Pyramids of leisure.Pyramids of finance. The Game of thrones. Spiritually we walk right out of it all the day we receive genuine sozo life. We continue in it. We are still visible!!! But we are not of it nor it of us.
When we pray about things, we go outside the Truman bubble, which is front of house, and we reorder the universe from behind the scenes. Scientists call what we do unscientific, because for example in the arena of health we do not manipulate the chemistry of the body, or rearrange the cells or organs of the body with our hands. But in fact it is science. And it is manipulating things. It's just we don't deal front of house. We speak to the forces, we manipulate the forces that actually form the slender latticework scientists call molecules and atoms. We learn to manipulate the front of house from the rear.
There are often no real words, or they are inadequate. When Jesus called Lazarus forth, He did so with words so that others may understand, but really before this the real stuff was going on. The inexpressible behind the scenes stuff. The Bible says Jesus let out a loud groan. Romans 8 describes the Spirit interceeding for us with groans too deep for words.
The issue is, Jesus is going behind the present flimsy lattice of our world to go and collect the spirit being who is going back in his body...the man named Lazarus.
How are we to practice this? Jesus says "Go into your inner room ,shut your door and meet with your Father who is in secret." You can't have a manual for that, though Madame Guyon the 17th century nun did her best, then got burned for it.... You justhave to do it. You have to experience it.
The Bible talks about us having our inner ear opened.
Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God.
If you are going to move in the supernatural you have to get the inner hearing first. Then God can speak the faith, because you've got the hearing mechanism to hear it.
The same happens with spiritual eyesalve for the eyes . Revelation 3. Ephesians 3. We apply our faith and innerconviction that yes God wants us to have this stuff, so we believe that if we ask for it we shall receive it.
What do you think was going on as the Israelites silently circled Jericho? They were "seeing " God's promise to them on their insides. But they needed several days of mammoth walks to really get it on their insides. Then they spoke!!!
Really something similar to this was happening in the ten days of waiting on the Spirit of the Lord after Jesus ascension. They were receiving the vision of the Church, the outpouring of the Spirit...they were rehearsing what it was like...they were seeing into the realm of the throne of God, seeing Jesus being anointed by the Father, and watching how the anointing oil fell in supernatural dollops right over the High Priest in the heavenlies....and they just knew there was too much for Jesus Head...it was just going to be inevitable the rest was going to spill all over the rest of His robes and Body....which they now knew they were.
I only do that which I see My Father do, said Jesus.
And it's still like that, and we just join in the sequence. As Jesus said, I am in the Father and you are now in Me . John 17. Henceforth you have asked nothing in My Name....and He was right. Asking in Jesus Name is quite specific to us entering into that inner room to find His Name there at the centre of our being.

Partition Wall Christianity

I have a problem with partition wall Christianity.


These are Christians who say similar things , but somehow, they are never in the same room. They speak to you from behind a partition wall. Presumably because they feel it is safer.

Do you know the first word that laid a foundation for my former Church Emsworth? It was given by Jorge Pradas, who was only in town for a holiday. The fellowship of rather adhoc charismatics met as and when, and had other churches they all were involved in.


Jorge's word way back around the early 70s was this. Are you a Church or are you a fellowship?
Because it was given in the Spirit, everyone there was pricked by an arrow so sharp, that they, in the manner of Acts 2 knew they had been pricked to the heart, and that a response was demanded.....that very night!

Now Abraham had a similar problem. It's a half in half out problem. It's a safety partition problem. He knew that Sarah his wife was going to be the means whereby he was going to be the father of many nations. Yet would he stand by her?

Nope. Whenever the pressure was on by an admiring King, he kind of let slip that Sarah was a sort of half-sister...which was also true. But not as true as the fact that he was in a married relationship with her. She was spoken for! Or should have been.

I have been reading some other intelligent blogs.
My problem with intelligent blogs is not that they are well written. Richard Wurmbrandt and Dietrich Bonhoeffer wrote very well. My problem is that they have an intellectual detachment from the subject matter that is just like speaking through a partition wall. Perhaps the more scriptural picture is the one in Song of Solomon; that of speaking through a lattice.
When we come to the Lord some of us spend a while dancing a twostep around those born again ones who are telling us the gospel. We want to be sure. We ask questions. That is OK. But after a while like any good salesman, the Holy Spirit brings us around to the decision again. Do you want this Divine Life within you or don't you? He never lets us answer every single question. The fact is we will still be asking questions until the day we die. So it's a waste of time.
He lets us satisfy ourselves with several answers, but then drops the bombshell that His Life does not consist of right answers. It is Life itself. It is indeed an Answer on a completely different level. And as soon as we sign on the dotted line and ask Jesus in.....in other words a commitment has taken place....then we can know the Assurance of salvation within us that is the privilege of everyone that hears and acts on faith.
If Christianity was some lame circular thing...like this:
I believe because I asked Jesus in and now I believe I have the assurance....
How do you know you have the assurance?
Because I believe in Jesus.
Well that's a bit of lame reasoning. If any non-Christians are reading this I want you to learn something. Although this appears to be the circular nature of religion, you are missing something that actually happens halfway round the circle. The reality of the Life of Jesus Christ enters into the soul of a Christian. And that's why someone will be so stupid like me to remain a Christian for 37 years. Here are some effects. You feel brand new. Every weight of inadequacy,wrongdoing against others and yourself is washed away. You now know what you are here for. You know what your future will be. Everything around you seems brighter, more meaningful; in fact you notice things for the first time in your life, or maybe the first time since you were very small.
But here's the kicker! You love people! And not just for what they can give you. You just love people fullstop! This is all Day One stuff...and does not in any way include things like finding prayer is now a natural thing. That you actually long to be with Christians. That Church is actually one heck of a place. And if that is not enough you start getting involved in things that are just not humanly explicable....a host of supernatural abilities which you find your buddies have got as well. And so on and so on.
Back to blog observers. And the now stately Christians living among new church networks. Sipping genteely at several church doctrines.
Here again,the Life of Christ itself bounds up unannounced outside the safety of your lattice. You want to be sure that you have the right doctrines. That you are in the right network. But all the Life of Christ does is ignore what you are currently into.
Doesn't even answer your questions. They are the wrong questions.Forget right doctrines. Forget whether you are in the right network. The Life of Christ just speaks in the same way as when you were unsaved. "Your criterion is wrong. You are dead already. Life is the other side of this lattice. Life is hearing my unique voice and coming down with me to the beds of myrrh and spices."
It's not humble to say "We are trying to be the Church. We are just one church network. It's not humble to say "I am trying to be a Christian. Just give me time"
It's not humble to say " I could never go as far to say I am Christ in my form. I don't believe any of us are good enough to say that."
Just like salvation, when we commit to what God says about us, we actually put the onus on Him and the Holy Spirit within us to shape us up so we fit alongside all the other nutters who are beginning to make the same confession.
Things only start working when you come out from behind the lattice. Just like Jesus had a kind of Tourette's syndrome whereby He would suddenly shout out at Feasts and meetings, embarrassing all the religious in earshot....I shouted out at last Sunday's meeting these words:
If you believe in your heart
and If you confess with your mouth
then you shall be saved...but not just spiritually....The whole of you!! (Romans 10 declaration)
You have to believe in your heart and confess with your mouth that You have died with Christ, it is now not you who live, but Christ who lives within you. (Dodgy ,they all say from behind the lattice)
You have to believe that you are the Church along with all those who call upon the Lord with a pure heart. This wishy washy half in half out stuff has to go!