Monday, 21 January 2013

Grace,Grace

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by Chris Welch on Wednesday, 16 January 2013 at 23:38 ·
Psalm 12:6 The words of the LORD are pure words: as silver tried in a furnace of earth, purified seven times.
Then the angel who was speaking with me returned and roused me, as a man who is awakened from his sleep. Zechariah 4:2 He said to me, “What do you see?” And I said, “I see, and behold, a lampstand all of gold with its bowl on the top of it, and its seven lamps on it with seven spouts belonging to each of the lamps which are on the top of it; 3 also two olive trees by it, one on the right side of the bowl and the other on its left side.” 4 Then I said to the angel who was speaking with me saying, “What are these, my lord?” 5 So the angel who was speaking with me answered and said to me, “Do you not know what these are?” And I said, “No, my lord.” 6 Then he [a]said to me, “This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel saying, ‘Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,’ says the Lord of hosts. 7 ‘What are you, O great mountain? Before Zerubbabel you will become a plain; and he will bring forth the top stone with shouts of “Grace, grace to it!”’”
The genius disguise of the Word of the Lord is simply this. Man looks at the outside, God looks on the heart. The Word of the Lord comes from within out, and man doesn't see it until it's fully arrived.
Man thought he had a fix on things when he saw a tabernacle or a Temple. He thought what God was doing was a religion. Jesus said to the woman at the well, "It is neither here on this mountain nor in Jerusalem that God seeks worship. But He seeks rather worshippers who will worship Him in Spirit and in truth." So all the while he has been building from the inside. "The King's daughter is glorious within, she is transformed from the inside out." Psalm 45.
For the Lord a thousand years is as a day and a day is as a thousand years. While secularism disguises the ages of man, in actual fact the 7 lamps of the Lord have been like 7 Lights throughout all history preparing a people worldwide for a flourishing finish. A people that will shout to the great mountain and say before Zerubbabel you will become a great plain.
In Daniel's vision he saw a rock hewn out from a mountain rolling down and crushing the toes of the last Empire of man...one built of stealth symbolised of feet and toes of clay and iron.
So how does this all manifest? Not by power, nor by might but by My Spirit says the Lord.
Not by the might and power of pyramids. All the works, religious and secular of man are built in enormous pyramids. It's the only shape the devil understands, because the only way he can garner power and efficiency is through terror and power structured in the shape of a pyramid.
How is God's capstone , the finished work of Jesus Christ presented? With cries of Grace?
Well actually no.
With cries of Grace, grace to it.
These are the days of the two grace cries.
The one grace of salvation through the Blood of Christ was almost lost in the low point of the middle ages and picked up again by Luther. But only in these days is the second cry of grace gettting louder and louder.
The grace not only of forgiven sin, past present and future but the grace of a completing salvation by a Resident Saviour who cmpletes the job within us, again by grace.
Simply believing upon the Word of the Son of God, who gave Himself that He by the Spirit might enter and so fuse with our spirits, that we know not where His identity begins and ours ends.
This is the gospel of grace. Eating of His flesh and His Blood.
He, both  of the "animals" offered up, one on the brazen altar one sent into the wilderness forever as a scapegoat. We lose sin and the sinner in one Cross event. Mr Sin who was resident in our members causing it to be a body of death, has now been cast out and cut off from us in every bit of a real way as when the Israelites passed through the Red Sea, and all the Egyptians pursuing them died in the waves.

And He will bring forth the topstone with cries of grace grace to it. Amen

Sunday, 20 January 2013

"Meer" History









History taught by secular people is hilarious in that they try to get the religious elements sorted, but really have no idea. The point is God is real. His presence is real, so when He moves He is frankly terrifying to a people who have put Him inside a cage marked God and "delusion".

 In Exodus 8:26 the people of God sacrificing to this real God were an abomination.It's not that the Egyptians didn't like it. They couldn't stand it.

TheIsraelites themselves were terrified by "God on the mountain". They said "Ummm..You go up Moses! We're staying right here." God only has to flick His fingernail and men are hiding under the bedcovers. He has slowly been revealing His Heavenly tabernacle.

 One tiny advance, and the people of my hometown Amersham were burning six Lollards at the stake. One tiny realisation that actually ummm we don't baptise infants according to the Bible....and the whole of England is in uproar screaming " NONCONFORMISTS!" Quakers weren't allowed near Oxford or Cambridge. Baptists were fenced off 100 metres from main thoroughfares!. Ummmm, but what had God done? Simply reminded man, that to enter into Covenant...you must be at least old enough to make a decision. And smoothing it over later with Confirmation....didn't count! God wants people to KNOW physically that they have passed from death to life...and the best, least traumatic way is WATER...because it...BENDS!!!!

So come the 20thCentury and by now we're starting to enter that bit of the heavenly sanctuary called the Holy Place by the Holy Spirit of the Lord. In other words rediscovering that Acts 2 never died. God gives His Holy Spirit so we might really really experience Him. Just this advance freaked out all the denominational churches everywhere who like frightened meercats ran for cover, isolating this new group as Pentecostals. Black Pentecostal music on the other hand got some of these meercats out of their wardrobes, as the music filtered trough via bordellos, and jazzclubs, into mainstream pop. The rest though still write worried notes on the internet in very authoritative tones as if they know what they are talking about.

 So incrementally, not to scare people off the planet, God cautiously uncovers the next bit of Jesus Christ. The Holiest Place. by now people are screaming "Stop Stop." This is Jesus Christ AS YOU.....Yes Little old YOU!!! The one that thought they were so far from God....but it's not true because that's ofcourse how powerful the BLOOD OF JESUS IS !!!! Including even David Starkey,Simon Sharma and yes, Richard Dawkins himself....all the secular movers and shakers trying madly to airbrush this LIVING GOD out of their imagination of what history should have been,if we were really independent souls, captains of our own destiny, deciding all our collective fates.....
when really history is about a collective bunch of scaredy cat meerkats...bumping around together in the curtains, and generally falling for every trick of war and politics and illusion that richer men dream up.


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  • Gail Cochrane Chris, you have such interesting thoughts. I wish Julian and I could sit down with you in person and have fellowship in Christ! I am sure we would learn so much from you!
  • Beloved Carol Grace Robinson The blind leading the blind?
  • Carolyn Graham Chris, no offense, but I don't think I'm "brilliant" enough to understand without really concentrating....I can see creativeness there, but my blonde brain is unable to fully appreciate. I feel like the kid with nose pressed against the glass. I know...I'm simply basic. My friend, Carol must have "gotten it"~or, maybe it's the meerkats~this girl DOES love the wildlife!
  • Colin Lagerwall Even if a droplet of water has been served up as a flake of snow on the highest mountain, and no matter how much it might think it is on it's own, it is still part of the Ocean ... (good thoughts Chris !)
    Those Surricates are so cute, unfortunately we don't have them in this area where we live, but we have had the pleasure of interacting with them when we traveled to a different part of SA
  • Chris Welch Gail...you don't think I'd learn more from chatting with you two?
    Carolyn,in a nutshell history is taught as though we're evolving,so that makes us eminently better than those "poor geezers of yesteryear.The ones who believed in religion and God and th
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  • Colin Lagerwall Suricata suricatta is their official name, they are part of the mongoose family as opposed to the cat family (meerkat is their Afrikaans name, meaning lake-cat .. which is odd because they generally live in arid regions, and they are not part of the ca...See More
  • Chris Welch That's true Colin,isn't it.

Friday, 18 January 2013

Collecting for a MOPED (a piki piki) for Elaine Waterfield


 
We are collecting money together....around £800 for Elaine to have a reliable piki piki / motorbike/ moped. This is vital for areas where there are no roads and would make it far more possible to penetrate new areas.


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If you are in the UK send money to

Elaine Waterfield

sort code 20 49 11

acc no 73486850

* VIA CHRISTIAN SUPPLIES (UK registered charity 1028509)

If outside the UK and you have a Paypal Account (And if you haven't it's really easy to sign up)
1.Log In to Your Account
2.Press The Second Tab - Send Money
3.in email put 07000intune@googlemail.com
4.Put amount in your local money
5. Choose Personal Tab (it's NOT a Purchase) and click on GIFTS. This is a lower rate.




REDIM SPRING NEWS LETTER 2013 (REDIM is their organisation)

Since returning back to Kenya in November we have done quite a number of things.
1. We have a braille library C/O Torch Trust for the blind who have snet us a number of books, including the " Good Samaritan" which discusses HIV/AIDS. we have given a number of them out to the Blind in Migori Suba West Division and we plan to help with classrooms for the blind and teach them to use braille and the machine that make the braille literature. We also plan to have a rescource centre to extend the braille library and hope to get a grant from disability sector of Social Services in Kisumu.
2. Thanks to Kenyan airways who didnt chareg me excess bagggae on my suitcases I saved £200.  I gave 9000ks to Makongeni church for its new church building fund. 1000ks to a widow in ouir chruch who was building a semi perminnant home.
3. We have been to Migori Prison as REDIM CBO and Makongeni Church with a nunber of new converts Challis the drunkard who I found caned on the floor and led to the Lord over a few weeks. He was a drunk and murderer who killed a night runner and 30 people on a passenger boat but God changed him and redeemed him and now he is a great farmer and valued memeber of the community. His Salvation has brought many drunkards to the Lord. Nelson was a Drunk and an ex money launderer who walked bent with a stick until I led him to the Lord and he has now changed also very quickly and now walks upright and in a sucessful farmer. Cyprian was a Zunger Zunger leader, mob justice gang who captured cow thieves and tortured and beheaded them. He used to have demonic deams about what he'd done but Jesus rescued him from the pit and now he is  born again. So these men offered hope to the prisoners and they were also were empowered by speaking at the prison where they were prisoners themsleves.There were 360 prisoners who were mostly men but 26 women and 6 children who we gave out soap and biscuits to on the two occasions we went.
4.Whilst I was in the uk I bropught back with me football kit C/O faith and football run by Limvoy Primus an ex Pompey player ( Portsmouth) whose now retired but helps many people through his faith with charitable work. Last time I came back with a Leicester City football kit C/O Mick from Kingsway church whose a Ref for the young people, and this time the kit was Millwall leicester fans arch rival so I thoiught it was quite funny. So we are now having a Football tournment for girls from four Secondary schools, Malara, Raha, Massara and Machicha. the winners get a trophy and kit the runners up an England football  and small gifts for the other runners up. On the same day we are holding a Rugby match with Magongo and St Peter'sAbwao. Chief Constable Matt Baggott from N.Ireland PSNI gave us a gift and I used part of it to get the rugby balls. The runners up and the winners get a ball.
We are holding it at Kihoru school next to the REDIM office but we had to speak to the Catholic church so they would agree for us to the land they own where the school is. Thankfully the chaiorman is a teacher and knows that the new pitches will bring lots of tournments to Kihoru and put Chungni on the map and its an investment.

There are only a handful of secondary schools who are taking up Rugby as they have no idea how to play the game and so we are promoting rugby and even cricket, so we need coaches for the game and instrution on rules and how to play it properly.so if any rugby fans woulkd like to come to Kenya and help please let us know.

4. School fees are a real problem in a rural area thats poverty stricken through  illiterecy and ignorance,polygamy and many children. To pay for school fees ourselves would be impossible and you cant sustain this so we have taken to fundraising to get the family to pull together and pay for the child. It breaks the dependancy syndrome that the west has caused through aid and also the missionaries of yesturyear.
5. we have finished the plastering of the labour ward and are now finishing the cooking house, fencing of the compound as last december I had my house broken into and my money,ATM card, driving liscence and camera stolen. I was so upset because I used the camera to take photos for Facebook and the hassle of gettinganother atm card was terrible, but the biggest worry was the fact that if caught the thief would be stoned to death. I couldnt have lived with that. But thankfully unbeknown to me I was given anothet gift from Matt.
I love Matt Baggott and his secretary Suzanne they are very kind to me. It was Matt who instructed the acting Leicestershire Chief Constable to get a Police car to lead the cortage for my late husband Nigels funeral and send a wonderful tribute that Nigel was one of Matts heros.Nigel despite having Muscular Dystrophy Nigel gave himself to the Lord to serve others despite only having 25% of his heart working
6. on two ocassions we went to Lake Victoria. The first time a member of the community went to a place very near to Ugander to have a crusade with members of Makongeni church. The lake is a bad place to live with drunkards and prostitutes aswell as thieves. We really preached the Gospel and a drunkard came to the Lord whilst we deleivered some lady from demons. Eweno gave two elderly widows blankets and food as he was really touched to see very old ladies having to fish in the lake to survive.
another time we went to Kedim to see Challis's and Johns sister whose husband was a bishop. we did fall off bikies due to rain and lots of mud, but we got Challis and John to preach in their old Chanag house and also church. The two brothers also counclled a couple in domestic violence and preached in the church. It was here in kedim that Challis and I got two puppy dogs from his brother in law, they were full of fleas but nothing that spray wouldnt slove. They also expereinced what George and I go through because of my skin colour that Mzungu has money.
7. George has been really working on the farm growing cassava, Maize and beans and I have been helping weeding but after using a jemby for three lines I am very tired. Plus brick making for the orphange another project, thank ghod fopr the gift of the motor bike last year which carries water from the river top make the bricks which will be used for my new house and the orphanage. I too am looking for a motor bike to have my own means of transport but we also really need a car anything Lord anything Lord.
8. because there are so many orphans Geroge is building sme classrooms to teach orphans and thje blind and ordinary children. It helps as this way these orphans are looked after properly else if you giove them money it goes on the adults and not on the orphans.
9. We are fund raising for the new church to be built, we want a working church where we have activities and teaching every day, a food and clothrs bank and mums and toddlers, 12 step programme, youth groups, mens and womens groups and councelling rooms and prayer rooms etc so please rember us in prayer and against the poverty spirit.
10. Please pray that Joey daniels will get money to visit us with Trevor and Big Mick so we can learn new skills and the addicts will get discipled and they will get to know about new crops. We really want people to come and teach this community new skills and give them new revelation with theior faith. We went and climbed the mountain over new year only this year we had me and George and Pastor Joshua and nelson but God saw our hearts and that we wanted to give this year to God. Before I  left for the Uk in September God told me up thje mountain to have six groups and go dooor to doot preaching the Gospel and to claim Suna back for God.
We have been continuing to preach to the Changa men and women and sadly after preaching that if you arent born gaian you could die tonight and end up in an eternity in hell and Julius died that very night, thankfully I got to pray for him just after his death and pray for his salvation into his soul. We went to his funeral and really preached.
PLease pray for Sarah as she works very hard in the clinic even through the night sometimes with pregnant ladies and people and children with pneumonia and malaria etc. One boy Sonn fell inbto the fire coughing when he was sick and burned the left side of his face Sarah treated hinm at first but the fanily wanted him to be treated by herbs and it made the boy sick and his face is unbareble to look at please pray for the little boy.
We need donors for school fees and help with all the things we do as what we do comes from the heart and from FB friends and friends of REDIM without you we cant do anything. We apprceiate all you do and how you help us so much.
Here is a lost of our spending since 1st Novemeber 2012
14000 ks prison ( transport for 7 people food and gifts )
20000kshurch foundation and building
24000ks Bovin and Veros school fees for a term
30000 ks food for our family Sarah,George,me,Brian,Frank Trevor, Niaomi,
                         Lavander, Faith
10000 ks Football trophies
10000ks fuel for motor bike
6000 ks Sarahs drugs
2000 ks patricks hospital fees
5000 ks iropn sheets for the cooking house#
2500 ks tree for the fencing of the compound for safety
2500 ks school fees for Lukas
2000 ks school fees for Hilda
1500ks school fees Faith
5000ks Vero and Bovins items like soap polish etc
1300 ks faiths uniform
2000ks Challis help with plough and seeds
2500ks renewing PO BOx facility
7000 ks bricks for buidling work
1000ks stones for my new house
1700 ks kettle
3000 curtains
4000ks finish ward plaster and labour
4500ks georges childrens school fees
2000 ks Georges childrens school uniform#
3500 new modem
3000ks letters to uk
2000ks electric bill
1500 ks electric wire repair#
1000ks help for Margerets house#
5500 ks new kitchen
1000ks Hellens school fees
1800 ks help with widows house
1150 ks Sanitray towels
7000ks two crusades to Lake Victoria
3000 ks trip to Kisumu for the blind
1300 ks platic sheet to cover bricks
3000 ks motor bike repairs
2000 ks Wiring
4000 ks internet
3000ks shelving for braille books
some of the expences that we have occured since November. to carry on this work we still need your support and any donations please send money to Elaine Waterfield Barclays bank 73486850 account number 20-49-11 sort code.We have a REDIM account but to send money to africa is a total nightmare and takes months. We appreciate all the peoploe who have helped us as without you we copuldnt do anything as I have my small pension which I use every moneth and George gave up his job to concenmtrate on REDIM CBO. please pray for Sarah who is sick and also Frank trevor he almost died in December from maleria so he needs prayer.pray for challis nelson morris cyprian janes and all those who gave theor lives to the Lord pray for Joey and trevor and big  mick top come in April /May pray for our football tournemnet and the clinic. We need medical equipment and beds fopr the ward. alo we need help with our orphange as it will help so many vulentable children. Love Elaine George and Sarah and Frank Trevor davies, Chris and christine welch, martin and Ruth Hughes, Joan Reilly, Matt Baggott. Frank Parker and the halo club  thje lovely cou0ple in the phillipnes who donated HIV kit and Mick and kingsway Leicester, Emily Northern Ireand ,christain rEGENERATION cENTRE Leicester and all the people who have helped love you so much you are saving lives amen  and the biggest praise goesto God who is the aurhor and finisher of the race and without Dad we wouild be well and truely stuffed. He is ever faithfull and shows up when we have nothing else but the King of Kings and Lord of Lords amen  Thanks top George AND sdARAH FOR BEING MY HOSTS as without you I wouyldnt even be here and thanks to my church makongeni and pastor joshua mama margeret janes cyprian and domincus pastor peter and all my frienbd shere in chugni

Thursday, 17 January 2013

Can I Talk You OUT of Being On a Diet EVER AGAIN?

This is a reposting by me, Chris Welch of a reposting here by the blog author


With the New Year upon us, the dieting ads are abounding! It seemed fitting to share this post, which is a re-posting from September 6, 2011. If you are interested, come on over to my new blog where I give three reasons why I won't be making resolutions ever again and what I am doing instead!


Are you a dieter, hoping to find a blog that will offer you support and encouragement? I must apologize. I want to support YOU, but I don't have the resources to support your diet. I would love to talk you OUT of being on a diet. I would love to talk you into being FREE for the rest of your life. Not free to be overweight, but free to lose the obsession with food and dieting AND free to find your natural God-given size, all the while growing in a closer relationship to the God who created you!

I would be so blessed if you would let me talk you into ditching your diet--forever!

I bet you know how to diet with the best of them. If you are like I was in 1999, you have lost weight a bunch of times. The trick is, we just can't keep the "performance" up. It wasn't until I began to believe that my list of "good foods" and "bad foods" was NOT helping me and that I had to try a different approach that I was finally able to lose the weight for good. I lost the *thinking* that had kept me on the pendulum swing, too!

Many of us are fearful about throwing away fat-gram counters, diet books, the special foods, measuring cups and food scales. Having a meal where we don't have a death grip on our food content FREAKS US OUT! We are terrified of what the scale will say in the morning, even if we have "been good!"

I just don't believe that God intended us to live this way...in fear. Fear is not of the Lord!

He wants us to experience the provision, presence, and power of His Spirit in our lives. As we walk in dependence on Him, asking Him about our body's need and what fuel He has provided to meet that need, we come to see Him as He is...a GREAT provider! He never intended food to TORMENT us!

This is part 4 of a series of posts about how "Junk Food" is a myth. My view is there is no such thing as JUNK food. In fact, I don't believe some foods are fattening. Over-eating IS! :-) You can over-eat and get fat on ANY food.


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If you are afraid that if you start eating burgers or fries or whatever else, you will expand to double your current size, let me share with you how this works. :-) Before I stopped focusing on the nutrition content...back when I was having to step out in faith and start eating according to my physical hunger and physical satisfaction cues without counting points, calories or whatever else, I kept a loose mental note of nutrition facts relative to my eating. I did this as a sort of "insurance" policy and also to see if this thing was really likely to "work."

Here is what I found: If I am physically hungry and slooooowly eat a more calorie-dense food, and really listen to my body as it signals physical satisfaction...well, it doesn't take much of a calorie-dense food to satisfy my hunger. This translates into fewer calories than some might think. The thing is, many of us assume that if we order a burger and fries, we will eat the entire thing! But we don't need to do that. We can eat only what our body needs and it knows that it isn't hungry after just a few bites. It may not take many bites of a calorie-rich food, but those bites are deeply satisfying! I don't end up frustrated and ready to indulge at the first discipline failure.

Dieters know that fat has more calories per gram than carbohydrates or protein. So it stands to reason that things with more fat are likely to sustain me a bit longer and it is likely to take less of it to get me to a place of physical satisfaction. LESS of it. That makes a huge difference! If I eat LESS of a regular hamburger...say 1/4th of it, isn't that better than eating TWICE as much of a fake-burger? When I eat the entire fake-burger even though I am not hungry, is that really healthier? Overeating diet foods or eating smaller portions of regular foods...which keeps me healthier mentally and spiritually? Well, for me, it has been smaller portions of regular foods. In the past, eating the diet foods, just resulted in me giving in later out of frustration and eating BOTH...the "diet" food AND bingeing on the "bad foods."

With the dieting mentality, food was my god...either because I was over-eating it, consuming massive quantities out of the sheer compulsion to do so ... OR I was obsessing about counting this or that, weighing this or that and being sure I had special foods with me when going out with friends. That is a "god" there, too! I wasn't free of my idol just because I had switched from over-eating to counting everything. With both mentalities, my focus was FOOD FOOD FOOD! Not to mention the worry of losing or gaining and weighing. It drove me nuts!

When we embrace the freedom to which the Lord calls, we are free to be grateful and thankful with a humble heart and to enjoy any food. We begin to care more and more about how our bodies feel and begin to gravitate toward foods that we know intuitively make us feel better--more energetic and less bloated (for instance).

The "forbidden" foods no longer have a hold on us because they are not forbidden! We can have any food any time we are hungry and suddenly when I know I can have Chocolate Turtle Empanadas at On the Border any time I want, I don't need to have them all the time! When I order them, I don't need to overeat...I can slowly enjoy a few bites and discover that I am physically satisfied...not to mention emotionally *gratified* that I got to enjoy something so wonderful! Spiritually, I am praising GOD for the incredible tastes and textures in the food as well--AND that he has made my body so efficiently that it doesn't take much food to sustain my energy!

I can keep this approach up for the rest of my life. That is why I don't gain back the weight! This is a lifestyle change. And I continue to eat with gratitude and joy just as the Scriptures seem to indicate I should! I am not taking on a form of legalism as if it is godliness. Instead, I am learning to depend on the Lord as I seek His leading in the moment.

It just plainly takes less calorie-dense food to satisfy me than it does something that I don't want in the first place just because it has fewer calories!

What do you think? Are you willing to give it a try?

Wednesday, 16 January 2013

A Guide To Heavenly Bliss - Chris Hammond

Intoxicated by the Unseen first posted here


 

The Frustration

I’ve often been asked by people who desire to be “Drunk in the Spirit” how to get drunk or “Why is it that some people feel drunk or high and some people don’t?” Often times, people are frustrated by their seeming inability to sustain the experience of Bliss in everyday life. I used to struggle with similar questions. Although I would get “drunk” at meetings, I didn’t know how to sustain the drunkenness throughout regular life. I thought it was just some kind of special “anointing” the preacher was gifted with, so I would enjoy the intoxication while it lasted and return to my depressed state when the meeting was over. I didn’t know I could live in a perpetual state of being high in the presence of God. It wasn’t until I learned “what” I was drinking – or rather “Who” I am drinking – or where I drink from, that I began to understand and actually live life being whacked out on Jesus on a constant basis.

I believe one of the main problems people run into is that often times we let our intellect get in the way and we talk ourselves out of experiencing something that we don’t necessarily understand. It’s all by faith. Simple faith. Like a little kid. Also a lot of times people still struggle with condemnation. So often, they wake up with this sense of guilt and shame that cannot be explained and subconsciously think God is mad at them, although they may not say it quite that blatantly. The key to experiencing a life of absolute freedom  is simply believing – or “Trusting that it’s true…” –  that we are in perfect Union with God and that we are absolutely innocent and deeply loved. It’s amazing how many people don’t actually believe this simple truth, although they make the intellectual agreement that it’s true. Our lifestyles and attitudes show what we believe far more than our words ever could.

The Truth About You

In the Person of Jesus, God and Humanity were united. Christ is in you. Right now. Your unbelief does not nullify this truth. Your belief simply changes your awareness of this truth, which in turn, results in a change of experience. God’s opinion of you does not change based on your performance. What you could never do, He has done by nailing the requirements of the Law to the cross, setting you free forever. I encourage you to read Colossians in the New Testament. I’ve gone into more detail on this subject in previous blog posts and I will definitely go into even more detail in later posts. Endless words still cannot express the inexpressible. It must be experienced.

Childlike Faith

Although this illustration can translate to pretty much every aspect of faith in the unseen, one of the most effective ways I have found to explain the initial “getting drunk” part of the experience involves a scene from the movie, “Hook” starring Robin Williams. I’d like to thank my good friend, Will Bibee, for telling me of this beautiful illustration of faith – Seeing the unseen. (I’ve included the scene below, in case you have not seen it.)


Notice in the beginning of this scene, Peter was complaining about wanting real food because he didn’t see any food on the table. He looked around at all of the Lost Boys, only to see them all eating food that, to him, wasn’t actually there.  To the Lost Boys, though, this food was as real as it gets.  The only difference between them and Peter was that they actually believed it was there, so they were able to enjoy it simply by using their imaginations. Peter’s unbelief in a reality he couldn’t see with his natural sight blocked him from enjoying the benefits of what had been there all along, even though he couldn’t see it.
It wasn’t until Rufio insulted Peter to the point of being really annoyed, that Peter began to step into his True Identity – Peter Pan. This is a huge point. Identity. Knowing who you are is absolutely vital. (Side note: Jesus is your Mirror. Everything that He is, points to who You are! Jesus is God’s opinion of you!) When Peter began to step into his True Self, he scooped a spoon into an empty bowl and flicked it at Rufio. The next thing that happened was the initial crossover of his faith. Food appeared. He saw it for himself. The Lost Boys began to applaud Peter for believing. For “playing” with them! This is so key! Jesus said to become like little children if we are to inherit the Kingdom of God! So of course, Peter then was able to enjoy what had been there all along by – pardon the terminology here – “Make Believe.”
I suppose it’s necessary to say this: We don’t actually “make” anything happen by our faith. True Faith is simply agreeing with what has been true all along…

The Drink

Song of Solomon, a romantic poem written a few thousand years ago, is widely interpreted as an allegory of Christ and His Bride. You are the Bride of Christ – even if you’re a guy (another topic that would take too much to get into right here. Just be loved, bro. It’s good!) In the first chapter of this beautiful poem, the Bride says to her Beloved , “Your love is better than wine.” Wine will get you drunk if you drink enough of it. To me, what this sounds like is that the Love of Christ is more intoxicating, or better, than wine.
In the 5th chapter of the letter written by Paul the Apostle to the church in Rome, he tells them, “the Love of God has exploded within your hearts, through the Holy Spirit who was given to you.” So the Love of God, which is more intoxicating than wine, has exploded inside of your heart and my heart. Therefore, the intoxicating bliss of heaven is already coursing through our veins whether we feel it or not. To feel it, we simply agree that it is true.

The Experience

Here’s a simple, fun way to help our minds get out of the way:
Jesus said that if we come to Him and drink, we will never thirst again, but out of our belly will flow rivers of Living Water. (John 7:37-39) He also turns water into wine. (John 2) He also said that if we want to inherit the Kingdom of God, we must become like children. (Matthew 18:3) Bear with me here, but what I gather from these scriptures is that there is actually a river of life flowing out from me all the time. I also believe this river of life is actually the intoxicating pleasures of heaven – Christ Himself. The same intoxicating bliss is already coursing through my veins all the time.
Now this may seem silly, but I encourage you to try it. Become like a child. Imagine a river of extremely potent wine pouring out of your tummy. Then hold your hand up like you’re holding a cup. The cup is really there, even though it’s invisible. The river is really flowing although, it too, is invisible. Now dip your cup in your river, filling it up. And drink it. That simple act actually takes faith to do. You wouldn’t even try it if you don’t believe there isn’t some possibility it would work. Your belief will affect what you experience.
The truth is that you are seated in heaven right now. You are in Christ. He is in You. You are in union with God with absolutely no separation at all – regardless of your actions or behavior. You are eternally united to the Godhead. This truth is irreversible. In the Person of Jesus, God and Humanity were married. You cannot be separated from him and His opinion of you never changes. Jesus is God’s opinion of you. When He sees you, He sees his own reflection. You are absolutely innocent. The Law was fulfilled in Christ and He has done what you could never do. He destroyed the charges stacked against you when he was nailed to the cross. He who knew no sin became sin. And as sin, He died, thus destroying sin. You’re free.

Monday, 14 January 2013

Atheist Has A Vivid Dream of Heaven

(Originally posted on 27 December 2012 03:02 AM Facebook) 
 through  Annalize Mouton -  South Africa


Author Unknown, just initials AC

Foreword:

I have read many many dreams and visions in the last decade, and I have to admit, this ranks as among the best. It is the most plausible, inspiring, uplifting, heartwarming testimony I have ever read.

About two thirds down the page you will read this line:

"Your words.. born in the fires of agony and trials.. will touch many lives.. and also save many lives.. "

How true these words are, as it touched my life, as I can identify with it. 


 DREAM

I was raised an atheist.

Utterly godless.

Not even agnostic.

No gods.. fairies.. Santa's or bunnies...Believed nothing at all.

I saw all the trouble and confusion it caused and wanted nothing to do with it.

I see Christians always fighting and debating and being hypocrites all the time.

I see new agers not really having a clue what it is they actually believe in, and going in circles.

I see all the other religions all banging their head on a wall but achieving nothing but headaches.

I wanted no part in it and still don't.

But I had a dream / vision when I was 15 that changed my life, but it was not until about a year ago it took effect, and according to the dream it will not be until after tomorrow (28 December 2012), when I turn 44, that it finds fulfilment.

I was 15...still a kid.. but wondering what it was all about, seeing as everything was so totally pointless and without a reason or a goal.

Being an atheist is the most pointless life one can live.. so empty of purpose or meaning.

And like all kids I needed purpose and meaning.

So the dream./ vision...

It was September the 28th 1984....a day I will never forget, because its the day my life was taken right OUT of my hands, and I realised that none of us really have a choice...only a will directed by the one who makes the choices.

I remember so clearly.. sitting on my bed that night...looking out the window at the stars. Wondering why they were there.. what purpose they served.. if any at all. I remember asking the same thing of myself.. what was my purpose.. did I have a purpose...or was it all pointless.. an illusion.. meaningless and dead?

That night I lay down on my bed.. still wondering what it was all about... and I had a dream....or a vision.. not sure which but it was incredibly vivid.. I was there.. could feel.. hear.. smell....

Where was I?

(Keep in mind up UNTIL that point I had never even looked into a bible or any religious book.. so what I saw was not previously planted in there)

One moment I was on my bed.. in a half awake half sleep state.. a trance you might call it. That zone you are in where you are still aware but also.. not aware. I found myself about 200 meters in the air...an air that was NOT air as we know it. I looked around in shock...I was there.. this was no dream.. I panicked at first cause I thought I was dead.. and for all I know.. I was.

After adjusting to this "Shock" I was able to look around me.. where I was...and what I saw....Spreading around me in every direction to a horizon that just was not there.. was THE most incredible landscape I have ever seen. No majestic scene on earth comes close to this.. awesome.. the SCOPE of it... endless.. and solid and real.

Vast jungles.. parks.. majestic mighty mountains.. oceans the size of earth itself.. and lakes as big as oceans.

Waterfalls a hundred kilometres high.. mighty rivers packed with life.. crystal clear...the trees...small and great.. colourful.. detailed.. each one unique and some full of flowers of colours vivid and bright.. some full of fruit of weird shapes and hue.

ALL was alive.. in a life that was LIFE.. not just living things.. but LIVING beings.. they were not just alive.. they WERE life in its essence...each leaf.. blade of grass.. creature and fish.. bird and reptile.. were not JUST alive.. its like they WERE EMANATING life...

This mighty and majestic landscape went on and on.

What I thought were small hills in the distance, turned out to be mighty mountain ranges that make the Himalayas look like a badly thought up joke in comparison.

The waterfall immediately to my left upon arrival there...WOW...it was (I later found out) over 300 kilometres form where I floated.. and even at that distance it was so utterly magnificent...rising up and up.. above eye level.. like looking UP at a river.. It descended down the side of a "small" (compared to some of the other mountains there) 100 kilometres high cliff face...falling.. cascading.. majestic.. and throwing of rainbows in its mighty mist...

I could go on and on about the details.. but I am going to stick with the main part...and that is.. WHO was standing "Or floating" there beside me.. who until that moment I had not noticed..

I turned to my right...and...wow...there was this bloke...who I Immediately KNEW was The creator of all I saw. I didn't know his name.. I just KNEW HE was responsible for it all..

He was about 6 foot...medium build.. strong.. yet supple.. he had an air of authority about him.. like a mighty fighter who could whip anyone but with ease.. and KNEW it.. but was humble and gentle and didn't brag about it.

His hair was white...but not from age.. more of a symbol of purity kind of white. Like a judge would wear a white wig as a symbol. But this hair was no wig. It was his own.

He wore a sort of robe.. not ancient.. yet not modern. Like a royal robe of state. Across his chest from right shoulder to left hip was a red/purple sash about 6 inches wide, interwoven with gold threads.

The robe went to just above his ankles. He had sandals on. But not ancient looking. More of a modern look. But in looking there.. at his feet...I saw holes in them...Then with a shock.. I saw his hands.. they too had holes in them.. just at the ends of his wrists.. each hole about half an inch wide. There was no blood and the wounds were not festy or horrible. They.. were worn like a status symbol.. a mark.. more than an annoying wound. I had the urge to kneel.. but realised I didn't have a body to kneel with.

So I just looked at him.. KNOWING he could read every thought...and knew my intent was to kneel if only I could have.

He knew.

He just smiled at me.. joy glittering in his eyes.. eyes.. so.. blue.. gold.. green...all colours.. fire.. eyes of fire.. like an opal of magnificent brilliance.

He seemed to radiate a real.. friendliness.. happiness.. total peace.. yet utter and mighty authority.

You felt at ease with him.. yet so humbled as well.

I finally said to him (Well.. I thought it)...."You are God?"

He said simply..."(I AM)"

I thought to myself "This cant be real.. there IS no "God"... I am imagining all this.. I MUST be..."He smiled even broader.. if that were possible.. like he was amused at my simple yet certain belief in nothing. It was not a snide enjoyment he was feeling.. it was more like you would smile at a toddler who said something cute.

He said, knowing my turmoil and thoughts, "Come.. let me show you your destiny" as we started moving through this "Air" that was not air...gliding off at about 60 k an hour it seemed. I was able to measure the speed we were moving, because we floated over a sort of highway with trees planted at regular intervals along it.

It was a twin highway.. divided in two by a river. The river was about 40 meters across.. clear as crystal.. pure and so inviting. I had the urge to go and swim in it for some reason...even though I didn't actually have a solid body.

The highway was about 15 meters across on each side of the river. And spaced about 200 meters apart were bridges. There were people down there below us.. ordinary .. people.. some dressed in modern garb.. some in robes like togas.. some wearing nothing but light.. if that's possible. All were people.. they looked to be about 25 or so.. healthy.. vibrant.. solid and real.

I saw children as well.. playing in the river.. laughing and jumping off the bridges into the water. Laughter.. lots of laughter and joy. It seemed to permeate this amazing place. Here and there among the people I saw beings.. LIKE people but different. Taller...powerful.. yet gentle. Talking to people.. walking with them.. some carried books and other things. They seems to be instructing.. and also being instructed. Like they were learning as well. ( These, as it turns out, were angels.. and NO.. they DID NOT have wings )

I saw benches.. tables.. set along the river under the trees. People and beings alike would sit and talk.. smiling.. laughing.. some in deep thought or conversation.. some being light-hearted, some being serious.. like they were contemplating some new revelation they had just stumbled upon.

In all it was a very busy.. yet very relaxed scene.

The trees themselves were amazing. Mighty branches.. spreading out in majestic awnings of life over the river and the benches below. I saw fruit in the trees.. gold.. green.. orange.. purple.. blue.. all sorts of colours. People were picking the fruit here and there and casually eating it.. like it was just the "Done" thing...and there were no scraps. There were no pips or skins left over.

People looked up at us as we passed overhead. They waved and smiled.. at BOTH of us.. yes.. I was very visible to them. I was not sure how to wave back.. because I had no body to wave with.

"Jesus" or "Yeshuah" or whatever you want to call him...waved back.. smiling.. laughing.. joyful and at peace with his creatures.

I looked out beyond.. to what was ahead of us. I saw fields. Stretching on and on and on.. I saw lights dotted here and there over these fields.

I asked "Jesus" "What are those lights? "He said.. "They are cities.. or towns. Dwellings and hubs of commerce." "Commerce" I thought? Of what USE is commerce in this place?

He just looked at me and smiled.. and said "you will know in time.. see.. there is our destination" He said.. pointing directly to the end of the highway...

I looked.. way way ahead...seemed like thousands of k's.. into the far distance...there was a bright light.. like a brilliant sunrise.. multi hued.. radiating colours beyond description...and the music...you could FEEL the music coming from it. It was everywhere.. yet I was not actually conscious of it till I concentrated on it. Harmony.. pure harmony.. rising from one stanza to the next.. to reach a crescendo.. only to fade out into the next phase.. ever building to a climax.. but never reaching it.. music without beat.. without end.. timeless.. eternal.. pure..



I was STUNNED...nothing on earth was anything like this music of colour blended with sound...had I had a body I would have exploded in sheer joy at just five seconds of exposure to this eternal symphony...I was surrounded by it from the moment I arrived.. but not until THIS moment had I actually put my focus on it..

I was hooked...

I said (Or thought) in stunned amazement..."WHAT is THAT?"

HE smiled and said simply.. "THAT..is the capital.. where my father dwells.. and where we are now going"

So on we went. He was talking to me the whole time.. but I was not really paying attention. I was utterly wrapped up with where we were heading.. trying to lose myself in the eternal song...I wanted to BE the song.. to join with it.

But try as I might I could not quite grasp the flow of it. It changed from one moment to the next.. always ascending into a new and unique stanza.. and just when I thought I "Had" it, and was about to hum along with it.. it would blend and change into something new.. and no two stanzas EVER repeated.. each was unique.. each a masterpiece.. each never to be heard again.. as ever new stanzas were created and blended into the whole.. always building.. always growing.. always new.. always.. utterly without description.

He kept speaking to me.. telling me of events to come in my life.. main points and turnings in my life ahead. I was half aware of what he was saying.. but he knew I was lost in the song.

And this was why he waited until I was lost in the song to tell me. Because everything he told me about my life ahead was forgotten on my conscious level.. like a half remembered dream. But as each event actually took place in my life, the memory would surface.. like a vivid Deja Vu.. and it would all be clear...and I would KNOW this event.. good or bad.. was ALL part of the plan.

We travelled for what seemed like days...or hours.. or minutes.. its hard to tell time in a place that has no time. He laid out my entire life before me.. from conception to birth, to the present (That moment when I was 15) to the very end.. which is only a few years away now ..going by the events and their sequence.

Tomorrow I turn 44.. (28 December 2012) THAT year is PIVOTAL for me (AND.. for the world as a whole).



As to why??.. well.. its something he said when we reached the capital. I will get to that soon.. because I want to describe the capital.. its AWESOME.. and one heck of a work of master building and insane architecture..(Insane as in AWESOME.. not crazy). As we drew closer the music did not get "Louder".. it was at the same volume no matter where you were. But the light display that accompanied it grew ever more brilliant.

The colours would flow with the music.. each wave of scintillating fire.. colour fire...wove through the sounds as they emanated from the centre.. like and explosion of choreographed fireworks accompanying the music. The sounds were the colours.. and the colours were the source of the sound.

The centre.. where the brilliance emanated from, still seemed hundreds of kilometres away...still set on this impossible horizon that was not a horizon.. and at this point we reached the outskirts of the main capital.. and WOW....

I saw the first buildings. Modest really. Reasonably "Simple".. compared with what I saw further in. But even these "Simple" structures put to shame anything on earth.

Take your basic hovel there for example...the LOWEST of the simple buildings...I focussed upon one in particular, just to burn into my memory what the LEAST of the creative powers of the master builder was capable of.. It was about the size of your average house here on earth.

It was constructed of pure elements.

There were no bricks or mortar.. no alloys or mixtures. Each part of that building was pure element. For example.. the windows.. framed with a rich ebony like substance, shot through with gold veins.

Each pane was.. what LOOKED like pure diamond.. or crystal. The walls of the house were like a sort of moonstone.. opaque.. yet solid. Light flowed in and through the walls themselves.. like a fibre optic cable in actual application.

The light was taken from all around and magnified throughout the house. The windows would break the light into amazing colours and decorate the interior with rainbows of fantastic hue.. then the walls would absorb and magnify the light, and sent it streaming outward.. to the house next to it.. and the process would repeat.. along each house.. all sharing this amazing visual display and amplifying it to its peak.. only to send it along again to the next dwelling.. and the next...

I was utterly flabbergasted...WHAT a design.. and the mind who thought up this amazing idea of optical brilliance must be unfathomable.

I looked at the creator there next to me...amazed at how brilliant he was.. that even the "Simplest" of his building designs were thousands of light years beyond the most brilliant minds of earth.

I saw Him with an ever increasing respect.. and awe.. He just looked at me and smiled again.. enjoying the moment.. like you would enjoy the look on your child's face as he sees with awe something his father had spent time and effort on constructing JUST for you...a sort of pride of workmanship.. satisfaction in a job well done.

Yes.. he enjoyed making all these constructs.. he really enjoys creating things...and loves to challenge himself in each ones uniqueness from the next.. and each ones amazing simple complexity.

He IS an artist without compare.. and keep in mind.. this was just one of his "SIMPLE" designs...there was far more amazing things ahead as we headed towards the centre of the capital.. I took my focus then off this one house.. and noticed with awe.. again.. HOW the "Suburbs" were designed.

No two houses were the same.. each had it own unique design.. and yet.. each and every house.. some close to others.. some farther apart.. each one when seen from the air as we were...fit into a grander pattern.

Have you aver seen a fractal?...design and structure without end?

It was like that.

The suburbs were woven into an ever expanding pattern of extreme order.. and no two streets.. or houses.. were the same.. but all fit together into an amazing grand work of art. The very colours of the houses.. silver.. gold.. platinum.. marble of all hues.. ebony.. copper.. crystal.. diamond.. amethyst.. citrine.. even a sort of purple metal that I could not name.. all wove together to form an amazing tapestry of design.

Some single storey.. some double.. some triple.. and these were just the OUTTERMOST buildings...the "Simple" ones.. and the light flowing through each house.. from house to house.. flowed from the centre.. the storm of ordered colour and sound.. flowing throughout the houses.. in an ever changing spiral of amazing complexity.. lighting up the entire scene in a kaleidoscope of utter amazement.

I simply could not grasp it all...I looked at my creator again...with awe.. and he just enjoyed the moment.. he even pointed out some unique parts of the design.. like the way the river we had been following all this time was woven into the suburbs in vast spirals.. interwoven waterways...each house having a small part of this river flowing near or through or under it.. feeding the whole.

The main river flowed on ahead...surrounded by the most majestic landscaping I have ever seen.. parks.. fountains.. groves of trees planted in amazing patterns.. according to size and colour.. all woven around the river which was the main theme.. all flowed from the river.. and the river flowed from..... well.. the THRONE.

There.. in the distance.. rising above the houses.. was a building unlike all the others in size. But.. it was also.. easily recognised AS a throne. Hard to explain unless you actually see it. We travelled on and on...following the river...towards the centre.. where the light and sound had its source..

We began to rise up higher.. we reached about.. I would estimate.. about ten kilometres. He did this JUST so I could grasp SOME of the layout.. and even then from that height the city stretched out seemingly forever.. I could NOT see the edge of it.. we were close to the centre now.. only a few hundred kilometres away.

I looked down in awe.. yet again.. as I saw SOME of the overall design. It was indeed a fractal.. a very organic fractal. Spirals of ever increasing complexity.. colours of amazing hue and vibrance flowed majestically through each "Suburb".. blending with the whole in an endless dance of incredible design and workmanship.

The river.. flowing ever straight towards the centre.. the tributaries woven into and through the "Suburbs" like a blue/silver lattice work.. woven INTO the grand design like threads of a complex embroidery.

And everywhere.. people.. LOTS of people.. and angels.. and millions of children. Running.. playing.. having an awesome time. No tears...no cries.. all happy and all having an absolute BLAST. The kids.. I tell you.. the kingdom of heaven IS theirs.. there are SO MANY of them there.

But considering there are 30 million abortions each year.. its not really surprising. I looked around.. I saw ahead a "Blank" spot in the series of majestic spirals and parklands. A field.. a circle.. of pure gold.. like a field of burnished glass.. like a bright citrine colour. It was about 200 kilometres across from edge to edge. It was transparent.. because I could see the river flowing UNDER it...from right under the structure in the centre.. the building that was ALSO a throne....and looked to be about two kilometres high. We began to descend towards it.

Gradually getting closer and closer.. the field was empty.. not a thing stirred on it.. not a bird flew over it.. like.. it was "Reserved" for something.. untouchable until the moment its use was ready. The creator and I settle down and down.. drifting closer and closer to the throne...and this is the weird part...AS we drew closer to the throne.. WE either became bigger.. OR.. the throne became smaller...not sure which.. The throne was white.. pure white shot through with veins of gold-like fire.

Solid.. eternal.. and yet.. it was also a structure.. a dwelling. I never did get an explanation for that except to realise that it was also an "Admin" building.. like a courthouse.. seat of parliament.. something like that.

We settled down right in front of it. I reached out to touch it.. and then realised I had no body.. as such. But I DID feel something...like a purity.. awesome power of utter authority.. like the place where ALL decisions are made and all cases ended.

This is where it got serious for me...There I "Stood".. at the base of the throne.. KNOWING I had been there before.. like a massive.. MASSIVE Deja Vu hit me all at once. I RECOGNISED this sea of fire.. of golden glass.. I KNEW this throne.. I KNEW this entire field.. but WHERE..WHEN??.....

My creator looked at me.. like he was waiting for the realisation to hit me fully...he was not smiling at this moment.. he was rather serious.. like he WANTED me to remember.. the moment...of WHEN I had been there before...and was just patiently waiting for the memory to take shape...

Having realised I HAD been there before I said

"Lord creator. (I didn't know how else to address him at that time). I know.. I know YOU..I KNOW you now.. I've seen you.. this place.. this throne.. this sea of fire/glass.. I HAVE been here.. with you.. but.. when?.. It does not seem like long ago.. and yet.. HOW?.."

He looked at me with a slight grin.. he kinda looked proud of me in a way and said "

"15 years ago earth time you sat with me on my lap, up there on that throne. You were an infant.. full of life and questions and curiosity. You were fresh from my mind.. created almost an instant before, brought into being on earth direct from my very spirit itself. You were born very premature. You did not want to stay at first so I brought you here to explain a few things and give you a choice. But first I sent you back telling you your time was not yet.. you had a destiny to fulfil and if you had stayed you would never see it take place. being an infant you did not understand, so back you came, rather stubbornly I might add. "

He continued.. despite my looks of.. confusion ???...

"So I explained patiently.. while bouncing you on my knee...the joy that awaited you.. and millions of others.. IF you went back and lived out your planned destiny. I told you that the reward for going back would be well worth it, and beyond imagination. You looked at me with baby blue eyes asking why.. eyes I fashioned to look similar to mine. I like blue.. its my favourite colour.. as it is yours" (Yes.. I love blue.. always have.. and there I found out why).

He went on to say...

"15 years ago earth time you didn't want any part in that destiny.. you kept trying to leave your body.. small and frail as it was.. you wanted to be here with me.. your "Daddy" as you called me from the depths of your innocent infant spirit. How I loved it.. to hear you call me that. I am your "daddy"... I am everyone's "Daddy" if only they would realise it.. and through your final decision to return and live your life... many millions WILL."

I asked him.. rather dumbfounded "So.. I died as an infant.. willingly.. died.. JUST so I could be here with you?"

He said "Yes.. twice you actually succeeded.. and you tried many other times as well.. before you managed to stop your own heart by an act of your will. The first time I sent you right back after a brief explanation. The second time.. I KNEW you would come back because I was the one who created IN you the curiosity and pure stubbornness to GET a full explanation of the facts. You have an inquiring mind.. one I created FOR the purpose of your destiny.. you will find it very useful in the days ahead.. but also.. it will also be a hindrance at times.. but that's why I gave you a mind like this.. to BE an "Overcomer".

An "overcomer" I said?...WHAT is that?

He smiled broadly and motioned his hand out over the sea stretching out before us to the "horizon"..."See this field.. this sea of glass??.. in a few decades you, and millions of others will be here.. and yes.. your sister and daughters as well (Daughters.. I will have DAUGHTERS??) will all be here.. jumping and leaping for joy.. as the climax of all creation is made known to all.

I asked him...

"So I've been here.. and chose to go back once you explained WHY I had to go back. "?He said "Yes.. I was very proud of you.. you are a fighter.. you never give up.. although you do tend to be discouraged easily.. but you also get up again and again.. you never quit.. THAT is why I am proud of you. You fall and fail.. yet you try and try again. Its not how many time you fail I take note of.. its how many times you get up again and keep going.

THAT is character.. and character is all important and vital for what comes after your life on earth is complete."

I looked at him and said "Huh"?..(rather stupidly I might add)

He just grinned and said "There is coming a time soon.. a few decades from now earth time...when all you have learnt.. and all you will learn will find its meaning. You think you will sit around being all happy here in this place doing nothing forever? NO.. you will have work to do.. places to oversee.. administration.. government.. all very busy.. and decisions will be needed.. from people with character.. people who have gone through the fires and beat them.. and.. people who are wise.. strong.. resilient.. steadfast.. in a word.. overcomers"

He went on to say "Now you know why you never knew me except as an infant. You know why...because in all the things you have gone through these last 15 years.. you grew character.. without the "Crutch" of religion....you fought on and on.. you overcame your weak frail body.. it grew strong.. you overcame the sicknesses that resulted from your premature birth... you overcame the anger and grief of your mother...you overcame the incessant teasing at school.. the bullying and the physical beatings.. just because you were "Different"...you saw through the lies on TV.. you never bought into the rubbish...the deceptions.. you kept on and on.. always asking.. looking.. reading and searching.. for deep down you KNEW there was more to this life than met the eye.. and deep down.. was the seed I had planted there when you and I had our little chat.. and now here you are today...and I am answering your question in full.. for know.. that all was not in vain.. life DOES have a purpose.. far greater than you can ever imagine."

I stood there.. taking it all in.. it suddenly all made sense...all the trouble I had been in.. the hurt.. the pain.. the despair.. the victories.. again and again.. a cycle of defeats.. followed by victories.. and followed again by defeats.. and followed again by victories.

I was always alone.. never a friend...but I kept going.. I KNEW.. even though I actually "Believed" in nothing.. that I was WRONG somehow in that "belief".. which.. after all.. was NOT a belief but an assumption.

He stood there...letting it all soak in.. it all fit together.. and explained a lot of what had happened in my childhood.. the early formative years of the basic character I would need in the next three decades.. as he was just about to warn me about... He said "Come with me.. up there.."

We both rose up to the throne.. and we sat on it together.. looking out over the sea of citrine yellow fire.. glowing in awesome majesty.. vacant.. for now...

(I was not actually "Sitting" as I was in spirit.. no body as such.. but you get the idea)

He pointed down to a spot near the front of the throne.. slightly to the right of it and said. "Know this for a fact...in less than 4 decades from now earth time.. YOU.. and your two daughters.. will be standing right there.. on that very spot.. you will be leaping and shouting victory.. joy.. gladness.. your arms around your young ones, who I will bless you with at the right time.. and there you will finally understand all that you are to go through in the next 35 years. Behind you.. surrounding you.. will be many many people.. who will only be there because of your words.. what you say.. and because of the moment you said them. No one will know you.. you will not be on a stage.. or on a movie or in a book. Just your words.. will spread out and impact many lives.

There.. standing there where I am pointing

(He raised his hand and pointed to the exact spot I will be standing in three decades or so from then)

I will acknowledge you to the others.. the ones who are there because you CHOSE to stay on and fight through.. I will let them all know your name.. and then you can spend the rest of the 1000 years meeting them all.. and sharing your testimony in person.. and hearing theirs. It will be an amazing time for you.. you will be utterly astounded at just who you reached with your words.. and their effects.

Nothing happens for nothing.

Your words.. born in the fires of agony and trials.. will touch many lives.. and also save many lives.. and the reason I tell you this now.."

( He suddenly got all serious.. His smile of joy at the future memory of this event faded.. and the present came rushing back in.. and with.. a tear?...in his eye.. and a sadness I could only see the edge of..)

He continued...

"In the years ahead.. you will try to find me.. here.. there...you will look and search...you will try churches.. drugs.. alcohol.. parties.. friends.. all looking for me...trying to find WHERE I can be found on earth. You will forget most of what I have told you today UNTIL the day BEFORE it all comes to pass.. and your true destiny begins.. which will be in your 44th year ...."

( THAT is tomorrow.. I turn 44..and YES.. its only NOW.. the DAY BEFORE.. that I remember EVERY WORD he said to me that day so long ago.. until TODAY...I could only remember bits.. and the place itself.. NOT the warnings or the details)

He continued...

"...in the years ahead.. you will long to die.. you will experience such deep despair.. such grief.. so much pain. The fires will forge you.. stronger and stronger you will become with each forging. There will be three times you will attempt to take your life.. which I will prevent.. three times you will survive.. and get up and keep going.. again.. each step.. closer to the final product."

"You will die to yourself.. you will die to this world.. you will eventually die out to the "Need" of human love.. finding it to be untrustworthy and fickle .You will know in the end.. only MY love is certain.. and only I can be counted upon.



And on that day.. you will walk as a lion.. fearless.. dead to the world.. trusting only in me.. and THAT.. is the reason I will let you wander.. to find out once and for all as Solomon once did.. that ALL.. apart FROM me.. is vanity.

And there.. lies real strength...and courage.. and wisdom...and with those three attributes forged INTO you by the fires of life itself.. you will march forth in your 44th year.. and devastate so many lies...so many half truths.. you will clear a pathway.. just with your words.. to truth.. to life.. and many will follow.. but NOT YOU...they will follow the TRUTH you have learnt so hard.

No one will EVER know who you are.. until that day.. the day I tell all, in front of the vast crowd.. your accomplishments. Both yours.. and many other warriors who will have done similar to you.

You will receive your reward then.. no sooner.

So.. go now.. back to earth...and I will be with you every step.. I will guide your every step.. and I will not let a single hair on your head be harmed.

There will be many attempts on your life by the evil one.. I will guard you.. see there?

( He pointed out across the field.. and there.. hovering above the field were two angels.. BIG ones..stern..strong..6 feet across at the shoulders.. at least 16 feet high...each dressed like a warrior.. with a ten foot long broadsword in a jewelled scabbard.. ready for anything)

These two have been with you since birth.. they are your protectors.. in the days of your destiny you will get to know them personally.. but until then they will remain hidden.. from you.. and from others.. but NOT from the forces of darkness...who will flee left and right at their very look.. thus no harm will ever come to you.. you must be kept alive at all costs.. even against your own attempts to end your life.. you cant even harm yourself.. much as you are going to want to.



(As it turns out.. I DID try to kill myself three times.. and each time.. it failed...overdose.. nothing.. just woke up a week later feeling great...drink myself to death?.. nup... I always passed out or vomited it all up..CAR accident?.. Head on crash at over 130 kph into a concrete pole which left the car a burning wreck?.. same.. was flung from the car as it burst into flame.. not a hair singed.. and not a scratch...that was my last attempt.. I gave up trying to kill myself after that.. no point.)

He then looked me right in the eye.. with his amazing eyes of multi hued blue fire and said..

"(My name)...in the years immediately following this conversation.. you will remember only parts of what I have said. Here and there I will allow a brief flash of remembrance. During dark times.. when you need it the most.

But for the most part your decisions.. and mistakes.. and outright rebellions, will be your own. But they too are a part of what you must learn. You will even get very angry at me in several years time.. when you fail to find me in any churches or doctrines or drugs or books or seminars. You will even curse the day you were born.. and your anger and grief will lead to some dreadful mistakes.. but those same mistakes will be the making of you.. your anger and your grief at not "Finding me" will in fact be what allows you to find me in the end.

A week before you turn 44 the final test will come.. your family will disown you and turn against you... and in that moment you will make a final decision (WHICH I did) which will enable the memory of all I have told you to re-surface one day before you turn 44..and when you do.. begin...for your 44th year is when everything you have ever learnt will come into play. The world will grow very dark.. people will be dying and losing hope.. BE that hope for them.. and tell them.. they DO have a "Daddy".. that I am here FOR them.. and that nothing in their lives has happened for nothing either.. as I hold all events.. and every life.. well and truly in the palms of my hand. Now go.. and I will see you again here...in just under 4 decades your time, from now.

Then.. BANG... just like that.. I opened my eyes...and looked at the clock next to my bed...I was there for what seemed like hours.. or days.. but only about five minutes had passed.

And true to his word...I forgot almost everything he said...until today...

ADENDUM

BTW.

After I wrote it more came back to my memory of the event.

The last year for me has been hard. very very hard. I wont go into details but the events of my life just in the last 12 months leading up to today.. the last day of my 43rd year.. were the final stage. I am dead to this world now. And going by what I can remember now of that event 28 years ago...I can see why.

There is a vast and terrifying abyss just ahead. Many millions dying.. war.. death.. loss of hope. Our whole way of life.. our entire civilisation.. will soon be in ruin..

That is when lights shine the brightest.. when darkness falls.

The darkness falls very soon. Before the middle of next year... I cant see clearly WHAT it is.. I only know its devastating.. and permanent.. as in.. it ends western civilisation.. forever.

One other thing I know about what's coming..

THERE WILL BE NO WARNING...NO one will predict it.. NO prophet will warn of it.. NO one will KNOW.. until the final few seconds.

Its going to be FAST and SUDDEN and WORLD SHAKING..NO warning.. not even from the Lord.

The ONLY clue I have been given regarding the beginning of the end is...it will happen on an ordinary day. A day just like any other. No change.. no "feeling" of impending doom...just a sudden and shocking CHANGE.. and nothing will ever be the same again.

Our epoch ends.. just.. like.. that.(Snap of fingers)

Then following this change.. this devastating world rocking event.. comes the harvest.

Then before the year 2020,,,the final end.

I was told I would see it.. the return. Its right at the end. I was also told I would not see the age of 50 in my current body.

I am 44 tomorrow. That is the year I was told my destiny and all these years of hardships.. stupid mistakes.. lessons learnt.. and character building would all find the uses.

We have.. I feel.. but a few weeks of "Normal" left.

When the change comes.. it will catch everyone totally off guard.

They are already off guard because of the December 21st campaign.. designed BY the media.. to achieve just that.

Now they have an entire world population not caring one bit about any predictions or prophecies or forebodings.

Everyone is asleep.. as planned.." and the flood came on a day they knew not.. and took them all away"...as in the days of Noah.. so shall it be again...and so it actually IS...NOW.

END
MORE ON THIS SUBJECT from my post 12th October 2008

Heaven and the Glory - People who have been there. The great thing about these testimonies is, like the gospels themselves, they are different enough to know they are not cloned, that they contain new information, but they tally enough with all the rest...and some contain such striking similarities...while all bear out the scriptures on heaven in our Bibles.Here's looking forward to what's in store Kings kids!!!!
Percy Collett: I walked in heaven with Jesus. 12 cassette series of a 3 day trip to heaven by an American missionary to South American indiginous peoples. Had prayed for decades to be able to see heaven (In my possession - pressed into my hands at Martin Franke's wedding by a little South Korean lady, who said she had prayed who to give this to.)seems to be divided up and can now be downloaded
Roberts Liardon: We saw Heaven. Also 2 other extremely important items. Liardon's God's Generals series, which Jesus specifically commissioned him to complete when he went to heaven. Also Smith Wigglesworth : His Complete Life and Teachings.......a collection in the same vein as the John G Lake book.
Jesse Duplantis: Close Encounters of The God Kind 2 DVD set. Again an amazing testimony.
Ian Mc Cormack A Glimpse of Eternity - free download. You may want to donate a gift to his work
Don Piper: 90 minutes in Heaven ISBN 1 84291 227 5 
Angels.....Charles and Frances Hunter : Angels on Assignment
HA Baker (Roland Baker's grandad) Visions Beyond The Veil
Terry Law :The Truth About Angels